Tuesday, January 06, 2009
While lying down on my bed, listening to Len - Steal my sunshine and thinking about what sort of guy would be my ideal guy. I will be stating down the guys that I've been going for or dated before, girls that I would fall for as I'm kinda BORED to death. Let me begin my list as it going to be fun....
The guys that I have dated/sort of dated/admirer/crush - my first crush I had was a guy who is my 3rd sister's friend's brother. We are sorta childhood friends. He is just one year older than me and we always play together, police and thief, LIFE game, badminton and all kind of childhood game that we would play. That time I was in Primary 5 when I fall for him, you could say that this is brotherly love or puppy love but he is
one of my crushes who have pouty lips, sweet, caring and gentleman plus he is the most handsome among the guys that I dated before. Too bad we didn't get together because he shifted and we lost contact. Last I heard about him, he was studying at AUSTRALIA as well or is it England.
The second guy is my admirer whom like me since I was like don't even remember how long it's been. He was the guy who lives above my grandpa's shop. His father repair typewriter and his personality is sorta a bad boy plus it didn't work out cause my mom sorta shock when she knows that someone falls for her daughter when she was like in Primary 6 or Sec 1. Poor mommy, must have her shock of her life.
The first guy I ever dated was when I was in Sec 1, we met each other from school bus as we practically taking school bus to and fro to school. He was a caring guy, sweet and lovely but too bad our relationship didn't last long as both of us seems to drift away from each other as we didn't meet each other often plus we rarely go out as my mom sort of forbidden me from going out with him.
From that point onwards, I've been telling myself don't be a fool fall for a guy as you need to concentrate on your studies. So from time to time, I've been flinging around with the guy I met from my friends or friend's friend. My shortest relationship would be a day, met up with him at MacDonald. Found out that we weren't suit with each other so we decided to split. No contact afterward.
I like you and you know who you are. Even though it's been 4years and the feeling of love/like is still there. You told me that you like me when we were standing in front of each other while our friends talking next to us. You are a caring guy and the guy I would love to be with but we never work it out as you wanted to concentrate on your studies. I will forever be your friend. I still feel excited when I know you will be coming back to KL.
On my first year of Poly, I fall for a mix chap, he is mix chinese and malay. He is sort of cute, have most of the personality of the guy that I would go for but but... He lied about his work even though HE WILLINGLY give me his MACBOOK when he know that my comp gotten virus. Where do I find this sort of guy but too bad I don't think he is seriously love me but play with me. I hate it when the guy cheat my feelings. He wrote a long email to me when I told him that I couldn't be his gf as I didn't know him well enough and it's a long distance relationship. I guess he did take it hard, he never online on msn or email me anymore. Sad life.
IF YOU SERIOUSLY LOVE ME, YOU WOULD MSN ME TO STAY IN CONTACT! BUT YOU DIDN'T, YOU COWARD!! DO you know that I cried when I read what you wrote to me and it's not a good feeling, thank god I have my friends with me. She is the person whom I talk with about all your foolish stuff.
Last year, I sort of being friend with one of the guy I met over FB. We chatted on phone for a period of time. He didn't have the courage to say BE MY GIRL but too bad he didn't have the chance because after we met, I find that he isn't my type of guy or the guy that he describe himself is. When we meet up watching movie, I told him that I'm not
STRAIGHT I'm
Bisexualand he seems to be able to handle it that's what he told me. But no hard feelings cause I don't really like him like I think I did.
Over the last 3 years in Poly, I did falls for people that I know and only my close pals knows who those people are. We never made it to another stage cause either I don't know how to do it or what to do. The girl, you could read from my previous entry on Nov or Dec as I did post about her but we didn't work out.
Now I'm falling for someone. He didn't catch the signal I think and let fate takes it's cause. The kind of guy I go for would be
pouty lips, caring, smart, gentleman, funny and etc.
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9:48 PM
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