a very long story.
it's her

JaCeLyN aKa JC
21 years old
5 SePtEmBer 1987
Republic Poly
YeAr 3 M&E Student
- Diploma In New Media-
STA aka School of Technology for the Arts
josie_buffy2001@hotmail.com
-pOsT pRoDuCtIoN eDiToR oR cAmErAmAn-

current status

In LoVe WiTh KeIvE dArLiN
CoUcH pOtAtO
No NiGhTlIfE fOr JC - MoMmY is HoME

her desires

CareBear
my Family
Tattoo
Adidas shoe&Bag
MacBookPro
Polaroid Camera
Tigerbulb fish
Shopping
Ralph Lauren Polo Tee

them

[AnDiE]
[AleX]
[CyN]
[EsMoNd]
[GlOrIa]
[GrAcE]
[HaNaAn]
[JaMiE]
[J-aNiCe]
[JaNe*]
[JaNnAh]
[JasOn]
[JoShUa AkA mIcKeY]
[KeRyN]
[LiSa]
[MeI hUi]
[NaNa}
[NuTtY]
[PeIxIn]
[35 Cents]
[STS]
[AvReL]
[AlIsTeR]
[LiWeI]
[TrUdY]
[YaNlin]
[ShIrOtA yUu]
[WuZuN]
[YuZhE]

remember?

  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
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    let it out



    Tuesday, January 30, 2007


    Have I ever sad before?? Today I read a post at Only Fahrenheit's FC websitesm, there's one fans posted the news there and I read about Fahrenheit’s Wu Zun. He got a girlfriend and open his own gym in Brunei. Below is what his neighbour in Brunei typed out:

    “Lol~ yeh hun. His real name was Goh Kiat Chun. Now he’s just using the Goh Chun which is Wu Zun in chinese. He’s related to my uncle Goh Kheng Boon. Wu Zun owns the gym at The Mall over here. Before he got famous he was in charge of the gym himself and his girlfriend sticks to him like glue. seriously XD

    One of my friend goes to that gym too. So she gets invited to his house for chinese new years. Hes always back for cny. He lives in Kg.Rimba. Saw him heaps really but im not really a fan of Taiwan/HongKong celebs so i really didnt bother (pssst im a Hyun Bin fan!). Lol~ might just tag along this cny (;

    I was in a dance theater few years back and we performed for the Shell Remula Cup, this basketball tournament held in the indoor stadium and he was in it too. The basketball competion not the dance of course XD My friends were all googly eyed goin “omg that dudes hawwwwt!” Lol~ i remembered his picture in the tournament booklet. he looked like a japanese actor there. lol. i was oblivious really hahaha but i must say hes really goodlooking ;D

    Uhuh Brunei is suuuper small hun! the population here is only 300,000! XD And theres only 1 major mall called The Mall Lol~ so basically nearly everyone knows everybody.”

    “Yes i did hun XD Yeh hes been with his gf for years. His gf sticks to him like a leech cause hes too goodlooking and shes afraid of loosing him lol. When he opened up the gym, she followed him to work everyday afraid he might fall for some gym customers haha. cant blame her much though. a million girls would gladly pounce on him XD”

    After reading this, I was so sad and speechless when I told my friend about it and I say I want to find the girl. Then Moon says if you found out who the girl is what would you do or say?? She ask me if the girl says she knows Wuzun first and she knows more about him, what do I know about him? I could only says I know that he likes to go to Newton Circus and Orchard Road to walk around and eats. He really likes to eat and as for family members I'm not so sure as I don't know about it yet. Even though she knows Wuzun first and she makes him cried when he was about leaving to Aus for studies and when he come back, she and him are still together but you can't trust that girl can stay loyal towards Wuzun when he wasn't there at Brunei, the girl can easily find another guy if she's a pretty girl. Even though the news scratches my dreams of being with him but I will continue love him and likes him plus support him even though he's attach. I will always likes you and support you, Wuzun.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:37 PM

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    ShiJia, you are so Lucky.. You get to meet Fahrenheit at Orchard Road after your work on Saturday!!!!!!! I also want to meet WuzUn.. I'm sad that Wuzun had gf already at Brunei. I found out one of the forum discussion on Wuzun's commercial. He looks so cute with specs on.. :)

    This pixie taken from Fahrenheit Fanclub website.. This pixie was taken at K-Union on Sunday..



    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 12:26 PM

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    Saturday, January 27, 2007


    Just change my blogskin yesterday. So happy, I change it to WUZUN skin... I was so happy... I love him a lot and he's hot, damn Hot for a guy. He's an ideal guy.. I hope that my ideal guy is like him. :)


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:20 PM

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    I don't understand why most of my friend in my class choose A not B??? Is A easier than B or B is easier than A??? I find B is easier because I also don't know why. I just feel like and don't ask me why???? Here's the Reflection Journal and again I break record, my Reflection Journal is so long again... tsk.. tsk...

    Choose one out of these two: a) how do you see experimentation being done in the modern day? OR b) what were the motivations of early man in doing experiments? Are those motivations applicable today?

    The motivations of early man in doing experiments is to find new theories so that they can conclude whether the new thing that they found is safe to use or not and will it harm the people. For example, Sir Newton, he sits down on an apple tree to think of new theories that other scientists haven’t found or explore yet. One day, while he was sitting down at the apple tree, suddenly an apple fall from the tree and he began to ask himself, why did this apple tree falls on the ground and not float on the air? That’s when he did experiments on the gravity and it also how the Newton’s law of gravity exist.

    The early man did experiments is to clear their mind off of their curiosity, when you new founded things, you will tend to do experiments to make certain that the item you found is what you think it and it’s the same thing happen towards the early man, when they found new object or new found herbs or medication. They will experiment the herbs or medication to make sure that it was safe for the people to take the herbs and medication.

    The early man did experiments is to see how sell able their items is and what kind of strategies and tactics they should use to attract more people buy their thing. By doing this will be able to ensure that they won’t occurs bankruptcy or loss in their profits.

    Scientist in the early day created gun powder and it because the British to use their newly experiments and created gun powder to kills their enemy in war. After gun powder being created, bomb was being experiment first before they create a bigger version and test on the bomb whether it would be harmful towards the human and the damages that it would take place. Example the greatly effects of the scientist would be memorable for the Japanese is the Hiroshima and Nagasaki bomb that being release or plant by the British, the impact of the bomb was both of the land being destroy badly and the people staying at the areas suffered the unexpected explosion, many innocent lives being sacrifice on the war.

    These motivations are applicable today; scientist tries their intelligent to find new theory and research on medication for example HIV, the scientist tries them best to find cure for the sickness so that people won’t die or if they are infected, at least they have a vaccine to help their body immune system to fight the virus. Scientist nowadays tried to find new theories that weren’t found by the early scientist and with the new theories they would be able to cure sickness.



    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 12:31 AM

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    Friday, January 26, 2007


    Mr.Brown came to my school yesterday, 26 Jan he gave out a talk about podcasting and he even air his talk show for us. He even jokes and shows us what is podcasting? How he did his podcasting in his past?? How he started podcasting?? What are the difficulties he had???

    here's the Reflection Journal on Podcasting.......


    RJ question: How does podcasting empower you now as a student and how may it empower you in the future?

    Podcasting empower me now as a student, by podcasting allows the broadcasting person to say whatever the person wants without exposing his or her real identities. Podcasting is something that consider new towards the technology and podcasting can be downloaded to our computer and hand phone when we subscribe to the podcasting. It would automatically download to our computer or mobile phone once it they have a new podcasting.

    Podcasting is a fun job but it can be difficult, why did I state that? Podcasting is fun because you can make something ridiculous or make fun of someone and it can be difficult because if we don't have a proper place to do recording, the outcome of the podcasting would be a bit bad. It may empower me in the future by allowing me to listen to the podcasting everywhere I go and when I'm doing gym or taking bus as technology getting more advance plus I wouldn't want to be left out of the technology and the advance of it.



    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:35 PM

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    Thursday, January 25, 2007


    I'm so proud of myself for today because I manage to do today's VB codes after getting some help from my faci. Manage to move the box and reset the picture and random button... So HAPPY!!!! AND now i'm watching HANA KIMI!!!!!! Got WUZUN act in it so does ELLA!!! SO happy get to watchthe drama.... I love WUZUN!! YOU ARE SO HANDSOME!! YOU ARE MY IDEAL BOYFRIEND....


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:47 PM

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    Wednesday, January 24, 2007


    FUCK YOU WOMAN!!! YOU ARE JUZ A PART TIME FACILITATOR AND WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?? MY MOTHER!! FUCK YOU!!! KANASAI!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS VANDALISM?? DESTRUCTIVE ACTION: THE MALICIOUS AND DELIBERATE DEFACEMENT OR DESTRUCTION OF SOMEBODY ELSE'S PROPERTY. WHICH SIDE OF YOUR EYE SAW ME RUIN THE SCHOOL PROPERTY?? I JUZ SHIFT THE CLIP AND I DIDN'T DRAW OR RUIN THE WINDOW OR THE WALL.. LIKE THAT ALSO CALL VANDALISM!! FUCK YOU.. YOU BLOODY BITCH!!! MAKE ME DON'T HAVE THE MOOD DO MY RJ.. DUN LET ME SEE YOU OUTSIDE OF RP OR ELSE I WILL SMACK UR BLOODY FUCKING FACE!!! FUCK YOU!!! GO TO HELL!!!!! GO HOME AND FUCK YOUR HUSBAND OR WHOEVER UNLUCKY WHO FUCK YOU!!! YOU MOTHER FUCKER!!!


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:26 PM

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    Today will be my shortest RJ!!! If you’re given an opportunity to either be a boss or work for somebody, which would you choose? Justify and make reference to the learning issues of today.

    I would choose to be a boss because being a boss enables you to make your own decision and there’s people who works under you. My company will be a public company because as a public companies enable you to sell your shares to the public and make some profits thru selling your shares to the public. Your company also won’t be a liability to me.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:20 PM

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    Tuesday, January 23, 2007


    How could I have made better use of my time today?

    I could have made better use of my time today by understanding the problem statement, watch movie and working. By understanding the problem for the day better will help me solve the problem and save the time of my team mates doing the worksheet and doesn’t know what to include in the PowerPoint slides. When we told you that we doesn’t have a PowerPoint slides, you were quite shock as we are the only teams that doesn’t have a PowerPoint slides. You ask us why we didn’t have any presentation slides. We told you that we doesn’t know what to includes in the slides because we were afraid that what we includes in the slides will be questioning a lot by other teams and we also afraid that we doesn’t know whether we can answers the question that being asked by other teams.

    Why would I choose by watching movie is what I could have made better use of my time because since the starts of school, I doesn’t have a single time to go out and watch movie. The only time I get to watch movies is by asking my classmates or friends for movies. I find that if the problem given is much easier for us to solve, we will have more time and I can watch all the movies that I have missed. It really hard to find one day to watch all the movies you like.

    Why did I choose working because since today’s problem was difficult, I rather go and work to free my mind from difficulties that I’m having today. Even though working does have stress but the stress wasn’t like what we are facing everyday at school. We wasn’t going to work everyday as student, you can choose to work on the weekdays or weekends. Compare to the stress we had in school, they are a bit worst because we had to face a problem everyday like what the school says they are to train us for our future. The problem that given each day was so difficult how they could expect us to solve the problem.

    I rather go to Sentosa and play because it was a nice day to go to the beach and hang out with your friend. Having fun is better than no fun at all. Hanging around the beach once in awhile is much better than sitting down in front of your computer with doesn’t understand a single thing of what the problem statement is about.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 9:54 PM

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    TODAY SCIENCE LESSON SUCKS!!!!!! COME UP WITH OUR OWN THEORY!!!! WHAT THE FUCK???? SHE THINKS WE ARE VEERRRRYYY GUD AT THINKING OUT THE THEORY ARH!!!! CRAXY ONE LORH!!!! WHOEVER SETS THE QUESTION MUX BE SIAO ONE!!!! FUCK HIM!!! MAKE YANLIN LOOKS SO STRESS!!!!! SHE STRESS MAKES ME WORRIED AND WORRIED MAKES ME DUNNO HOW TO MAKE HER FEEL HAPPY!!! NO MATTER HOW I MAKE HER HAPPY, SHE STILL LOOKS STRESS... I SCARED ONE LERH.. ACTUALLY, I DUN LIKE TO SEE PEOPLE STRESS OUT. IT MAKES ME NERVOUS AND DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO?? I ALSO STRESS.. NOT TODAY BUT SINCE THE DAY I KNW THE TRUTH!!! TODAY'S PROBLEM MAKES ME FEEL LIKE GOING FOR SMOKING EVEN THOUGH I DON'T SMOKE!!!! SUCKS SIA!!! How can i release stress by not smoking, eating and spending money??????


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 9:46 PM

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    Monday, January 22, 2007


    What is reality in your life? Do you feel that the pervasiveness of the media has blurred what is real in your life and what is not? Give reasons for your answer.
    Reality means to me is something that actually exists or happens which is everything that actually does or could exist or happen in real life. Just like the reality television show, this show are being scripted and directed by the people behind the crew.

    Yes, I do think that the pervasiveness of the media has blurred the meaning of real in my life because in reality show, all the actors and actress are given script to read and what they are going to say in the show so that they won’t says anything offensive towards the audience. For example the reality show about the Simple Life, Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie going to different country and house to stay for a week or a month to get use to the lifestyle of non-rich people lifestyle. Amazing Race, it’s a really 100% scripted reality show. Once the couple forgotten their lines in the ending of the Amazing Race show, there’s people who actually uploaded at the youtube for the people to watch the behind the scenes. From that moment, now I only know that all the reality shows are scripted. Another example would be Pimp my Ride, when the shows ended they show behind the scenes, Exibits did miss his lines so does the people being filmed for the show. I don’t understand why must they faked the show, can’t they let the audience knows that they aren’t a scripted show.

    A reality shows that not scripted and doesn’t change my view on reality would be the home décor, a reality show being shown on discovery travel and leisure. This reality show is about a group of home designer goes to the home of people who write in to their shows website, they want them to help them to re-decorate their house. This is a real reality show that wasn’t scripted and doesn’t have to read off the script. When ones show that wasn’t scripted is the best reality shows because they weren’t going to follow what the director or the producer or the scriptwriter. They did what they feel and want in their shows and what the audience really wants to see by not what being scripted.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:46 PM

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    Official Website is here:GTV HKYou can find the comics from this webby:Hana Kimi Chapters (Chinese version)Hana Kimi (English Translation)Trailers of Hana Kimi: Youtube - HK GroupTrailer 1Trailer 2Trailer 3Trailer 4Trailer 5Trailer 6Trailer 7Trailer 8Trailer 9Trailer 10Trailer 11Trailer 12Trailer 13Trailer 14---------------------

    The Characters Preview. 瑞希 [Rui Ci] Act by: Ella S.H.E佐野 泉 [Quan/ Xiao Quan]Act by: Wu Zun (吴尊) 中津秀一 [Xiu Yi]Acted by: 大东, Wang Dong Cheng 梅田北斗 [Teacher Tian Mei]Acted By: Tang Zhi Ping (唐治平)*he is the bambino guy in TJ*Other characters.神乐阪真言 (a high-jumper like Xiao Quan)Acted by: 阮经天 (Ruan Jin Tian)难波 南 [Nan] (the leader of Quan & Rui Ci's dormitory)Acted by: 唐禹哲 (Tang Yu Zhe)*He acted in KO One as KO 2* 难波伊绪 (sister of Nan)Acted by: 陆明君 (Lu Ming Jun) 芦屋静希 (Rui Ci's older brother)Acted by: 林俊杰 (Lin Jun Jie) The Sneak Preview of the Drama. It's basically talking about the female lead, Rui Xi whom is played by Ella from S.H.E fell love at first sight with a high-jumper, Zhuo Li Quan aka Xiao Quan / Quan whom is played by Wu Zun (TJ), disguised herself as a boy and enrolled in his school. (it's an all boys school).And she shared a dome with Quan, but unfortunately, her 'female' identity was discovered by Quan the next day. (very "suay"),however, Quan did not breathe a word to anyone. Other than Quan who knows Rui Ci's identity is the school's P.E department school doctor, Teacher Mei Tian who is a gay. Among the students (who is Quan and Rui Ci's friend), Zhong Jin Xiu Yi aka Xiu Yi fell in love with Rui Ci, and was struggling because he does not know about Rui Ci's female identity. (it's kinda funny in a way)


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:37 PM

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    This morning I was taking train from Queenstown to Jurong, when I board the train I found a place at the corner of the sitting area. Next to me, there's a man who dressed very formal and he was sleeping. The way he sleep was so Idiotic, he sleeps almost towards my side and I was looking at him and see does he knows that he almost slept on my shoulder. Thank god he didn't slept on my shoulder, if he does he will have a very bad day for the rest of his day.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 2:40 PM

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    Sunday, January 21, 2007


    Reflection Journal Question (Min 100 words):

    1. The pushcarts booths are set up by Malay Small business enterprises. From what you can see, what do you think are the major challenges that these small malay enterprises faced and what would you recommend them to do in order to remain profitable?

    From what I can see, I think the major challenges that these small malay enterprises faced would be the customer, the things they sell and the location. Why is this so? This is because all the things that they sell there is either about Al-Quran or Arabic things, aromatheraphy and Malay food. From what I saw today, most of the student that been here is either Chinese, Malay and Indian. There's very rare people look at the pushcart because of the things that they sell weren't attractive.
    The students doesn't have the intentions of looking at the Arabic things and Al-Quran as youngster nowadays are more into fashion or hip stuff wheres the things that being displayed at the pushcart doesn't attract much people to look at it. Even some of the Malay people doesn't look at the religious stuff but the food that being offered at the other 2 pushcart. The location of the pushcart was at the wrong place. They shouldn't have choose to sell the things outside the National Library area wheres people rarely walk to the place unless they have to drop off the book there or walking towards Bugis Street or Victoria street. They should have choose a wise strategy if they want to sell their things. The strategy that being used by them are weak.
    I would recommend them to do in order to remain a profitable would be they choose a better place to sell their things like the way they put the pushcart. From what I had seen today, the pushcart area was a bit covered by other pushcart they shouldn't have organise or put the pushcart in this way because the chances of people looking at other pushcart is slim. Change the pushcart arrangement by arrange the pushcart further a bit of one another pushcart, so that the customer or the people who visits the NLB will be able to visit the pushcart in a non crowded area like today. By changing the strategies of the pushcart will enable the people to look at their pushcart higher. The items that being sell by the pushcart also have to be interesting and doesn't cost much because there's not much people who willing to buy things that cost too expensive as they aren't able to attract the attention of the teenagers except for the food stalls that being offered. Not much people will buy aelo vera drinks that cost $84 for 24 sacks only and doesn't have any pictures or information that would support their products except a flask of the drink being offered to the visitors as tester.
    Do you think people will be buying cooking ingredients outside NLB even though it cost you $1 per packet. I know some people would buy and not much people will be buying because they came to NLB is borrowed books or return books. So no choice looking at the cooking ingredients. They should sells some thing that's attracts teenagers and people to buy the things such as traditional games, as you can see today there's a lot of people who wants to play the traditional Malay games because they haven't been touch to that cultures and there isn't a single pushcart that sells this kind of stuff. I was a bit sad as the things sold there weren't interesting. Since it's a small malay enterprises, they should have offers to sell some traditinal games so that the traditions of the games doesn't being forgotten and they will be able to earn profits if they sell the traditional games.

    *I think mine is more than 100 words*


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 1:18 AM

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    Saturday, January 20, 2007


    Yesterday, I surf bleach manga website then suddenly my e trust detected virus. It ask me to click on the e trust to check out what the errors are. Then when I click on it, my whole lappie corrupted!!!! Yesterday was so sad and didn't get the chance to log in to the net. Damn sian larh, thank god YanLin to the rescue... Call me and ask me whether I want to go to a CE activity at Bras Brasah Library. I agree to go larh, can borrow books to release my stress.... Then after chatting with her for awhile then she says she busy doing SHue Sum RJ so she say she pass the phone to her sister. SO i chat with her. Both of us also talk dunno wht... Talk till 12 plus i think if i'm not wrong.... Then go to my sweet bed to sleep...


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 11:18 PM

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    Thursday, January 18, 2007


    Visual Basic for today! Damn difficult... I wonder how the people figuring this stuff and who is the idiot who create this stupid thing??? Manage to figure out how to do the rectangle, ecllipse and arc plus fill in color and the x and y thingy!!!! So damn sian!!!


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 12:58 PM

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    Wednesday, January 17, 2007


    Now I began to know that my 2nd sister is so stupid!!!!! She ask stupid question about the Uzap thingy... She keeps on ask me to why after doing the Uzap thingy, she felt ichiness... Now keeps on complaining that she doesn't have any thing to watch or entertaining... She reading the newspaper now.. So noisy!!!!


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:45 PM

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    16th January
    The last day of Open House, takes lots and lots of picture.. Lemme show you guys the picture I had taken...
    15th January
    Today, I'm goin to be a tour guide!! So I dress up like a hip hop guy, with cap and hip hop sweater. The SA people though that I'm from hip hop IG where's I'm not. I suppose to be partner with Kenneth but he's busy with the stuff so I was pair up with Jacqueline. She's also from SA one. Both of us had so much fun with the students from Holy Innocent' High School. I accidently says Holy Infant High School, the students reacts was so fast and they says its not Infant but Innocent. I told them sorry then they say it's alright. By the end of the tour, I give them my mail address but not sure whether they manage to get my mail add correct or not. Hopefully they get it right, if don't also never mind I can ask Jacqueline about it.
    14th January
    The second day of Open house, the time to meet up is 9.30am and I was again late for the meeting them to bring down the equipement from Jose's Lab. Again today do the same thing as yesterday but I manage to play x-box. Yes!! X-box, Rundown Trackdown 3, damn fun and challenge Justin and Ong and others but everytime also lose because begginer mah, so a bit confuse with the game. The next day I'm sure that I will win them. Going back home late again!
    13th January
    The first day of Open House, we need to be at school around 9am and I arrive school around 9.15am late for 15 minute. By the time I arrive there, I help to put up the equipement and check the equipement. When we done, we need to be at Agora to welcome the MP from Sembawang to RP. When his speech ends, we all went back to STA Booth and get things ready. I was assigned to stamp the Open House Feedback form also have to entertain the visitors who comes to our booth. I talk till I don't have voice and work till I almost run out of energy. A lot of people were interested in DNM, and I'm so happy to sell out DNM other than DSA or DTA or DDI. Because I myself is from DNM!ahahahahaa...
    For the past 4 days I've been helping out at STA Booth and SA Tour Guide!!!! It was damn tiring.. Last Friday, a day before the open house I help out at the STA Booth by tapping down the wires and recognise which wires is for which pot at anycast. By the time we finishes everything, it already 10plus in the evening. The next day still got open house and we leave the school so late.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 3:16 PM

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    Thursday, January 11, 2007


    Here's my RJ!!! I anyhow do one!!! Don't care about what the faci one, this is what I think!!!

    Have you ever assumed an identity in cyberspace other than your own? If you have - describe briefly what you were and state what the consequences were, whether good or bad. If you haven't been anyone else but only yourself on the internet (cyberspace), state what identity you might like to assume. State whether you see the need to be responsible or not. Why?

    Yes, I have assumed an identity in cyberspace other than my own when I was chatting at ICQ chat room. The identity I used is I used a guy name and the details about myself is fake details but when they ask me about my hobbies, I tend to give to the people I chat with some are true and some are fake.

    When I use the guy name people tends to believe that I’m a guy and some people believes that I’m a girl. When I used guy name, some girls asked me whether I want to have “fun” and what I do for fun when they ask me. So I ask them, how they define the meaning of “fun” and they told me that is have SEX. I think its weird cause when they know that I’m a guy and they ask me whether I want to have sex with them. I was shock because this is first time I found that girls are actually so open minded about sex.

    Why did I fake my identities online chatting? I fake my identities because I doesn’t want people to know about me plus I doesn’t want the person come and find me when I told them where I’m staying at. It’s also very irritating when you told the person about yourself and they will tend to want to know more and they will ask about other things other than name, age, hobbies, ambition, location, sexuality and etc.

    I think that the younger generation nowadays is open-minded and influence by surfing and chatting in the cyberspace. They tend to be more open-minded when chatting online than their usual self at school or home. This shows that cyberspace can lead ones to fake their identities and information about themselves. And I don’t think that I need to be responsible because I did told them my real name and they doesn’t believe that I’m a girl and not a guy. It’s up to the person thinking and do they want to believe what I write online.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:18 PM

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    FUCK!!!! FUCK!!!! FUCK!!!!! JUX GOT MY OPEN HSE TEE AND LOST THE NEXT MOMENT!!!! FUCK THE PERSON!!!! BASTARD!!!!! NO BALLS!!!!! MOTHER FUCKER!!!!! DON'T LEMME KNOW WHICH MOTHER FUCKER TOOK MY TEE SHIRT, THE PERSON CAN GO TO HELL!!!!! Whoever take my tee, the person laptop will be infected with virus!!!! Deadly Virus, not the small small fry virus!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCK FUCK FUCK


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 2:17 PM

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    Tuesday, January 09, 2007


    In the morning, 7am gives XueJiao morning call then falls back to sleep and overslept, adjust my alarm clock to 8am then my alarm did rang but I adjust the time to 8.30am. At 8.30am, my alarm rang but I switch it off. By 8.45am, I only wake up and I realise that I would be late meeting YanLin. Thank god she message me and ask me where am I? If not I sure forget to tell her what time I will arrive BP Plaza. We change the destination to Woodlands BK. Have breakfast with her, COUPLE MEALS we order. Can't believe it rite!!! YES! WE ORDER COUPLE MEALS!!!! Then we take bus to school!

    I can't believe that the talk I went today was DAMN BORING Went there just for 1 NDP and NDA point. The MC was shaking when he talk as he's too nervous as there's a person coming from the ministry. And while I was listening to the talk, I felt like sleeping. So boring. I lie on YanLin's shoulder as too tired and jokes with her on the person who are givings theirs debate. I didn't know that RP Principle is a Malaysian! Now I know and he's an Old and rich man!!
    Here's the boring talk pixie!!!!


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 7:21 PM

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    Monday, January 08, 2007


    What was the most interesting event you encounter during school holiday?

    The most interesting event I encounter during the school holidays will be on the New Year Eve, because on that day, my schedule was fully planned. In the morning, my whole family drives up to Chua Chu Kang as there had a farm where you can feed the goat, toad, guinea pig, hamster, rabbit, parakeet and fishes. So my sister buy some vegetable to feed the goat, those goat was so old and very clever. Going after people that have vegetable and bit the vegetable plus doesn’t care whether another goat will fight with him. After feeding the goat, we went to the pet shop where I saw a Doberman dog breed, that dog was a big guy, I heard the store owner, and the aunty told us that her Doberman dog can’t have eye contact with people because he will bite the person so she had to distract the Doberman from looking at people. She told us that when the dog stands up, he much taller than me and I was like shock because it’s my first time to find a dog that is taller than me when he stands up. After the pet shop, we make our plans to Raffles Marina to see the yatch and boat. There we also saw angelfish. They are so beautiful. There’s a lot of yatch and boat for us to see. I saw my dream boat and it’s so nice.

    At the night, I, my 3rd sister and my youngest sister went to watch Death Note Movie Marathon. One ticket cost us $19 and there’s 3 of us so it cost her about $57. After collecting our ticket, we go for dinner then we walk around the shopping complex. We manage to buy 2 DVD to watch, Me You and Dupree and Ghost Game. Then on the way to the cinema, my sister saw the Uzap offers, now they offers after discount is $200+ then the salesgirl told us that she had a $30 voucher and she says she gave that $30 voucher to us as that day is the last day of the offer and the last day for the voucher. She says she doesn’t want to waste the voucher so she gave it to us. After buying the Uzap, we walks quickly to the cinema level, by the time we arrive there, there’s a lot of people so we Q-up to get into the cinema. The Death Note 1 was nice and interesting as Kira just found out the secrets of the Death Note and how the God of Death loves to eat apple. And L appearing in the scene, he was so cool and the way he eats and sits was so funny. He loves sweets a lot and the way he speaks also funny. The ending of part one was sad because Kira planned the death of his own girlfriend and his girlfriend really loves him.

    Part 2 was sad because the ending are both main actors died, Kira was killed by his own God of Death and L was killed by himself because he want to know whether the Death Note is real or fake. When Kira found out that the Death Note book was a fake one, he was very furious and almost gone crazy. L told him that the real Death Note was with him where the fake one was with Misa and his father doesn’t have the Death Note with him. Then L told him that he use the real Death Note to test whether it’s a real one or a fake one. He wrote there, L.Lawliot will die 23 days later in his sleep. And it really comes true and he did die 23 days later after Kira’s funeral. That’s the summary of the story.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 9:43 PM

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    8 Jan 2007 - Today Maths problem was a bit confusing because I was late for class, so during the first and second meeting, I was a bit blur. By the second break, I know how to to do the worksheet and explains the worksheet. So clever lerh!!! I know!! hahahahaha...
    So my cold war with my enemy still going strong as both of us didn't talk in the class and during the holidays. So happy!!!! Then left 4 more weeks will be having semester break, after semester break all of us will be going to different class already!!! So sad!! I will miss YanLin, Moon, XueJiao, Wai Wai, WeiLik*he's same sch as me so I can see him around STA building*, Andrew, Kai Ming, Nadia, Fidah, Nina, Jamie, Ivan, Janet, and etc.
    7 Jan 2007 - Yesterday went to Ikea Tampines to shop for STA Open Hse stuff. Already make plans with Lisa and Sandra that we will meet at Tampines Mrt Station at 12.30.p.m. Sandra and I so coincidently taken the same train where's Lisa on board of the train before us. When we arrive Tampines Mrt Station, we had Been hanging around from 1.p.m. till 3.30.p.m. then I want to leave liao. Damn boring larh, walk around aimlessly. From Ikea they want to go to Courts. Sianx!!!! Then went to Tampines Mall to buy Baobei food and sand for him to bath. That's what the pet shop people recomend me so does the pet lover website. All those cost me about $24.40. Planning to buy a new cage for him once this old gets rusty. Plan to buy the plastic cage for him as it will prevents him from climbing the cage.
    4 more days to go for RP Open House!!!! I will be spending my time at STA bOOth on Saturday and Sunday!!!!!!!! Can Play around with Lisa, Liana, Sandra and Alex!!! Yeah!!!! I'm Lovin It!!!!!


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:17 PM

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    Saturday, January 06, 2007


    My friend jux brought me a male hamster on Thursday evening after she saw my personal message in my msn messenger. He was so cute, when he was staying at my friend's house and goes to her working place, he keeps on playing with the wheel and he can't stop playion with it. That's what my friend told me yesterday afternoon when we were chatting on9. When I brought him home and change his water and food, he was curling up like a fur ball and slept. I take lots of his picture as I found that he's so cute and show my classmates my Baobei er-chi is so cute. His name is L.Jr and when I told my cousin his name and show him my baby name, he says his name is LJ not L.Jr, we keep on arguing because he critics my son name. Lastly he gave up because I strongly defend my baby. I named him after "L" cause I found L damn cUte and Handsome. How I wish I had a bf like L????? Where can I find one when I'm not pretty at all???? haix....
    Here's L.Jr's picture!!!!!!!
    This picture shows L.Jr is making his own comfy bed.
    He is looking for me!!!!!!
    Having his dinner!!!!!!
    Close up of him having his dinner
    curl up like a ball and sleep!!! aw.....

    Here's yesterday's RJ


    How have my team members and I managed today's topic after a month's break?


    When I first got into the class this morning, I found out that you had changed our team members. So I was a bit lost as I don’t know who is my team members are but thanks to YanLin, she help me to check out who is my team members are when you display the new group members.

    I was kind of shock when our groups have only 3 people, that’s mean 3 man show but the problem for today was a bit difficult as I myself also don’t understand it except the meaning of SURVIVAL OF FITTEST. Then Nadia offers to change group to ours as we only had 3 people and Kai Ming wants to change group to Dion’s group but he didn’t change so. When Moon arrives, we ask you can she stay in our group as we need more people for our play. And you let Moon joins our group after our persuasion to you that we need Moon as she’s the best actress in our class.

    So Jamie and Kai Ming was doing the script for our play, Jamie’s script is about Even you are the Fittest in your physical not your mentality, you can lose in the competition whereby this is the objection of the play. Kai Ming’s script is about the Bee and Flower, where the Bee’s fertilization occurs with the flower and the Bee’s only likes Yellow Flower and not the White Flower because Bee’s are attracted with bright colors.

    Me, Moon and Nadia do research on the Natural Selection and Evolution, we tries to understand today’s topic and why there is a SURVIVAL OF FITTEST occurs. When we have done everything which is the research, PowerPoint Presentation and the script, we went to the stairs and rehearsal our play. We were so noisy at the staircase because the script is very funny and our actor and actress portray the role well.

    I hope that you enjoy our play.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 11:16 AM

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    Friday, January 05, 2007


    Here's my stupid RJ for Yesterday,
    How has your understanding of cultural change affected the way you view your lifestyle? How would you live your life in 2020?

    My understanding of cultural change affected the way I view my lifestyle. In the past, during 90’s it just beginning to introduce computers. It’s like a sickness, when you saw your friend have one desktop, you also feel like having one. So my father asks my cousin’s husband who works as a computer engineers help us buy one. That time, everyone was using window 98 where’s I use window 95 as I don’t know which is the better one. I also doesn’t know use which virus protection and the computer sometimes contracted virus because play games too frequently. Now I know how to protect my laptop from virus and spy wares as there’s free spy wares protection by the school. Now I which windows are best and which aren’t? Which laptop brand are the best and worst?

    In the past, the people goes to religious school for the Muslims people who lives in the village and the Chinese people goes to Chinese school and the Indians goes to Indian school where’s the Eurasian goes to English school or other religion people wants their children to study English, they will send them to English school. In the past, there’s a lot of people who can’t afford studies to their child, they will home school them with the knowledge they have. Now even though there’s people who can’t afford to send their kids to school for studies, there’s subsides by the government or the Welfare for poor people. It wasn’t the kid doesn’t want to study is they don’t have the chance to study because their parents are too poor to afford their studies. Plus the government keeps on increasing the school fees one year after another; it makes the poor people poorer. The government doesn’t think about the citizen, only think of themselves and the country it’s not fair for the poor people. In the past, people think that education wasn’t important where certificate is nowadays and diplomas or degree are important, if you don’t have one. It will be difficult for you to find job.

    I am influence by many cultures. The Local Chinese culture and China Chinese culture has taught me a lot of things. Local Chinese can be fussy and arrogant. The China Chinese are separated into two different types, East and West. East side is harder t handle for the Chinese here, because they are rich and they want everything effective. The Chinese on the West are more gentle, friendly and mellow. In general, Chinese loved respect. That’s why words used can be harsh but not uncivilized in some manner, they will say 'You have a better place somewhere else' when they fire you, then to say 'you’re fired'. They show us that there are better ways to do things. There are better ways to handle rejection and other forms of unhappy events or doing. However, different places of China, people show respect in many different ways. In Beijing, people will treat you with food, the more you eat, the more they will add to your plate, and the more they show they respect you. If you don't eat those, they will think that they don't like you. In one way, they show something like that, but in another way, they are showing off, telling people that they can afford all the expensive things.

    And if the other ethics can’t work together, they will be facing problems like Indians and Chinese cannot work together because Chinese's idea is to earn money, maybe it’s because of its poor lifestyle in the past, that’s why people have been dream of being rich for so long. Indians wants to save every bit, and does not want to be taken advantage of. They do not want to spend much. They cannot really do business together. Both have that pull factor for money and no push factors for it. If they can give in to each other, I see there will be less time spends on talks and haggling’s. And if time is money, both parties would have saved a lot. If everyone can give in, we can see a better future.
    In 2020, I think the world will be more civilized as the technology getting more advance and more Westernize world. As people travel from one place to another and experience different cultures, they would have gathered many ideas. Ideas will be more evenly spread, and people will understand each other more. This result more peaceful and understanding world. With understanding, there will be less conflicts and war, Although, I cannot say for sure, I cannot predict what can happen. I see that I have a view and hope for a peaceful world, with smoother operations and lesser sufferings. For example, scientist trying to find new cure for sickness, they used technology to do the research and without technology the scientist can’t do any research. Education systems also will change; future generation won’t need to study what their older generation had studied like history, mathematical, geography, literature and etc. They will be studying about engines and how to make an aircraft? When the world reach 2020, there won’t be anymore forest as they need to built skyscraper building for the people to stay so that they won’t suffer from ice age as there’s prediction that the world will be having another round of ice age time.

    Thanks to this FREAKING STUPID RJ, I sat in front of the laptop and stared at the question for 4 hours as I don't know what to write. Thanks to YanLin, I manage to do the first paragraph of the RJ but the other part I wasn't sure about it. So I ask my friend to help me do the RJ. She's so good larh, help me do the RJ. When I finish everything, it was already 1am keep my lappie and went to sleep. DAMN tired larh yesterday.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:26 PM

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    Thursday, January 04, 2007


    4 Jan 2007 - Today is CUlture module and I thought that today was going to change new facilitator but to my horror it didn't. SO I was late for the class an dun care. Then we choose o own grp, ya same grp as YanLin, XueJiao, Moone and Nina. The topic of the FUCKING day is BACK TO THE FUTURE and it's damn stupid. She told us that there will be a debate after presentation, a brief presentation. DAMN HER LARH, my group presentation was damn long and say a short one. EAT SHIT. Then she notice that Moone wasn't paying attention on other grp presentation, I know that she will look at us so I pretend to do listen to the other grp ppt and look at the projector screen and my laptop screen. Aren't I'm the Clever one????
    3 Jan 2007 - First day of school already so boring!!!!! GOt Enterprise UT then Enterprise Module... Its such a bad day larh, didn't study at all... Then yesterday group was suck larh, same group as JASON. SO UNLUCKY LARH.. Din do anything??? All is copy and paste, never summarize the notes. HAIX... Thank god there's left 3 more weeks then I don't need to see him in the same class. So happy....
    2 Jan 2007 - Went to Melaka ZOo!!! WoOoOoOoO!!!!! One tix cost me RM 35, DAMN CHEAP!!! Once got into the zoo, there's 3 REd Indian fella, fake one not real one, standing there and welcoming the people to the zoo. The 3 fella's want me and take pix with them but I didn't want to take pix with them. In the end, they grab 3 of my sisters and my niece to take pic with them. Have to pay for the pix one larh, One pix is RM12. Then we bought 4 pic cause 4 of them took the pic. Then we take a ride in the cage, where the people drive you in the jungle where the animals stay freely. Saw cow, deer, lion, tiger, sun bear, camel, giraffe, zebra and etc. When the expedition ends, we watch the bird show then we take picture with the tiger and lioness. The tiger was so restless, keep on wanting to play where's the lioness stay on the place and didn't move at all. After taking pix with the tiger and lioness, we go and see the elephant show. The elephant damn cute larh, they dance, play games and when there's a segment whereby the elephant give people message, for one male and female. One idiot guy went for it and the baby elephant keep on hitting his private parts, SUCH AN IDIOT. USE HIS HAND AND BLOCK THE ELEPHANT HIT THAT PART. ahhahahahaaha.... Next stop is multipl animal show then Monkey island where we need to take a boat ride to another part of the place and see the monkey. Those monkey runs freely larh.. OMG... Lastly, drove back to SG, sleep all the way from Alor Gajah till Gelang Patah stop for dine.. DAMN TIRED.......
    1 Jan 2007 - NEW YEAR DAY. MY whole family drove to Melaka. We all agree that we leave the house at 5am but we leave at 7am. I and 2 of my sister didn't sleep as the previous night we watch DEATH NOTE MARATHON and it ends quite late around 2.30am by the time we call cab and reach home it's already 3.30am. Waste one hour to call cab, can see how busy the Cab company. Haix,.... By the time reach home dun feel like sleeping as sleep for 2 hours then need to wake up. By the time round 5.56am I can't stand it, I sleep for awhile. By the time we leave the house and reach Melaka is 2+ in the afternoon, I sleep in between for one hour. Too tired and cannot tahan the tired eyes. When we reach Melaka, we went to the famous Hainanese Chicken Rice Shop and ate the Chicken Rice. Taste damn good. I love it alot. I don't understand why my sisters and brothes in law ate the chicken rice and says that they don't want to ate chicken rice for the next one year or month. Haix.. Craxy ppl. Anyway, visited the Church of Christ Melaka, A Famosa, Islam Muzium and etc. Then we check into the Apartment at 4pm. Then rest for the day. Night grab something light to eat then watch movie. Tot of not sleeping for the day but cannot stand it after having a full dinner. hehehehe.....
    31 Dec 2007 - Watch Death Note Marathon with my sisters. Show starts at 9.45pm, before that we had dinner at the food court then walkaround as we still had time to do window shopping. By 9.45pm went into the cinema and wait for my show to begin. Part one was so nice when Light discover the Death Note and the way he gave the GOd of Death an apple to eat as it's what the God Of Death fav's food. RYuk is the God Of Death name. L is the detective and he uses fa name Ryukzaki where's his real name is L.Lawliot. He's damn hot so does Light aka Kira. Part one ending is Kira's GF died. Part two was damn Sad, L died so does Kira aka Light, he was killed by his God Of Death, Ryuk as he wants everyone who knows his secret die and Ryuk says how can you command your God of Death. L died because he did write on the Death Note book his name and he will die 23 days later and by the time they know the truth it's already 3 days passed and by the 23 day, he died jux like what he wrote in the Death Note Book. I was damn sad larh. Both of them died. I love you L and Light.You will always be in my heart.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 2:50 PM

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