a very long story.
it's her

JaCeLyN aKa JC
21 years old
5 SePtEmBer 1987
Republic Poly
YeAr 3 M&E Student
- Diploma In New Media-
STA aka School of Technology for the Arts
josie_buffy2001@hotmail.com
-pOsT pRoDuCtIoN eDiToR oR cAmErAmAn-

current status

In LoVe WiTh KeIvE dArLiN
CoUcH pOtAtO
No NiGhTlIfE fOr JC - MoMmY is HoME

her desires

CareBear
my Family
Tattoo
Adidas shoe&Bag
MacBookPro
Polaroid Camera
Tigerbulb fish
Shopping
Ralph Lauren Polo Tee

them

[AnDiE]
[AleX]
[CyN]
[EsMoNd]
[GlOrIa]
[GrAcE]
[HaNaAn]
[JaMiE]
[J-aNiCe]
[JaNe*]
[JaNnAh]
[JasOn]
[JoShUa AkA mIcKeY]
[KeRyN]
[LiSa]
[MeI hUi]
[NaNa}
[NuTtY]
[PeIxIn]
[35 Cents]
[STS]
[AvReL]
[AlIsTeR]
[LiWeI]
[TrUdY]
[YaNlin]
[ShIrOtA yUu]
[WuZuN]
[YuZhE]

remember?

  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009


  • jukebox

    DREAMiNG OF YOU - Selina
    let it out



    Thursday, August 21, 2008


    Today went out for movie plus shopping treatment with Sand, Lisa and Grace. The movie that we watched today is 12 Lotus, I must comment that the storyline is not bad something that I didn't expect it to happen but happen. A lots of Hokkien language and Getai which is seriously Royston Tan's style. I find that it's tooo Singapore style of movie. I kind of don't like the show once Lotus gotten rape by the gangster as the storyline starts to get boring. *I'm sorry Royston Tan, I don't mean to be bad But as a Media student I find that after that part, the story gets boring." Being a Media student kind of restrain me from enjoying movies as I tend to remember what Serene's lesson and it sort of bring me off the show just like when I watch Kung Fu Dunk. Too much of CGI.. Brother...
    This is the movie poster that I taken off from GV website. Credits to GV website.
    To know more about this movie, please go to this website - http://www.gv.com.sg/moviedetails/gv_moviedetails_2602.jsp
    Went to shopping before the movie, walk over to The Heeren. Found new shop which is BillaBong shop. Saw lots and lots of my favourite stuff and makes me wanna buy them but too bad, I got limited funds means no over spend on my expenditure. I think that I spend about 200 bucks in the first two weeks of this month plus today, I think that I spend close to 100 bucks on 1 dress for my Big Day*21st Bdae, 1 sundress, 1 DVD on PCD, Mittens and Buti for Baby Keive, 4 rubber bands and 1 packet of rubber bands which is for Trudy, lunch plus drinks for the day.
    I think I kind of trigger my shopping FEVER.. I think that I will go back to KL and SHOP AGAIN. This time it will be TOPSHOP muahahahahas.... I'm so evil... I wanna buy
    1. New Wallet*old wallet skin is peeling off*
    2. Another pair of sneaker as mom already throw away my converse sneaker. This time it will be NIKE...
    3. New bag. Audrey Heburn bag already spoiled plus my big tote bag also spoil but I don't wish to throw it away as I still can use it. Maybe not for lesson but go out Shopping and Movie.
    4. More dress...

    If I want to buy more stuff I got few alterative choices,

    1. Find a RICH GUY
    2. WORK
    3. WORK
    4. WORK
    5. ASK DAD
    6. ASK DAD

    That's all for today folks, see ya at the next post.... =)





    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 9:21 PM

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    Tuesday, August 19, 2008


    Hello Everyone,

    I think that this is a big announcement for you guys to know if I reject coming out to meet you guys or wearing cap plus sunglasses out to meet you guys because my skin on my face is peeling but not my B-A-C-K or S-H-O-U-L-D-E-R!! WTF, man. Of all places of my body, my face skin is peeling like nobody business and I look like "chao tar" people.. Which I don't care what other people is thinking or looking at me like I'm an A-L-I-E-N.. I think those people who stares at my face as the skin is peeling doesn't experience it at all is it?? They never seen people skin peeling B-E-F-O-R-E... Heck care those people for me, all I could think of now is when my back is going to peel offf...


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 2:07 PM

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    Monday, August 18, 2008


    This is the fouth day my back, face and shoulder is still burning. I've been applying moisturiser and aloe vera gel on my back, face and shoulder. I have to thank my mommy for helping me applying the aloe vera gel and moisturiser on my back and shoulder. Mommy been complaining to me that I've overburned my body and she say no more SUNTANNING for me and I told her no worries, I will protect myself next time I go Sentosa and she just shrugs at me.. I win again.. =) For those who never see me during the holiday on how I look like, you guys can go to my facebook profile and check my new updated picture. I look like a bronze lady, medium rare cook girl...


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 2:12 PM

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    Sunday, August 17, 2008


    I have no idea what's wrong with my blogger... All my post is cock up.... Daymmmnnn.... Tomorrow going back to school and my team mates going to be shock when they see me.. ehehehs... =X


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:54 PM

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    15th August 2008, Friday
    Went to Sentosa with the girls and only 4 of us appear on that day, Grace fall sick, Ding Cai went to cancel her air ticket and Abi can't go with us. All left me, Hanaan, Sand and Lisa. We meet at Harbourfront Mrt Station at 9.30a.m. Thought of going to Giant to buy bread, too bad Giant supermarket still haven't open.
    So we walk over to Cheers to buy bread. I place my volleyball inside my shirt and I looks like a pregnant woman. The auntie at Cheers ask me when I'm going to give birth. I told the Auntie that I'm going to give birth soon at the beach and the Auntie told me that "Your baby is Mikasa is it??" I reply her "Yes, Auntie. The baby's name is Mikasa" Reason why is because my volleyball is made from Mikasa's brand. So on our journey to the monorail station, I'm the only in our group who are the attention seeker due to my *pregnant tummy. While we were purchasing the ticket, there's a group of guy looking at me because of my tummy and I don't care because I'm having fun and the girl who works at the monorail station gives me a big privilege by
    allowing me using another gate. All of us were laughing.
    When we board the train, the people in the train were looking at us and guessing what's wrong with the girl who had a ball underneath her clothes?? Here are the picture that we taken while enjoying our Sentosa trip... =)
    Sand, Hanaan, me and Lisa*the first four picture and the last picture taken from Lisa's blog. hehehes*



    After Suntanning, Picnic, Fresbie and Volleyball session plus chilling in the sea session. All four lobsters walking towards the changing room to shower and change plus some clean up for Lisa and Sand as both of them just tanning under the sun. Sand who is the clever girl among us cross her leg while tanning which cause her have uneven tanning on her leg. Silly Sand...




    This is our after session and thanks to Sand's uncle, we get ticket to watch the 4D show. That show was awesome. You can see in the picture that I look tanning...
    Me and Sand is the only person who enjoy our ride. Both of us acted as if we are riding rollercoaster ride when the bus goes upslope or goes down the hill. Hanaan and Lisa are the only one who doesn't enjoy the ride. Which is no fun at all!!









    This is how Sand sun tanning.....







    Me and Sand. Both of us look tan enough don't we.. =)









    Me look like a red lobster... Been tanning for past 5 hours under the sun... =x












    Hannan the Korean Tourist.














    Lisa Chan the Japan Tourist...
    This is how I look on my back over tanning girl who is so clever that didn't put any sunscreen on her back. hahahas...
    Our sweet and lovely ice-cream from Ben&Jerry.. After a swim and tanning session at Sentosa, ice-cream is what we need to have.. =)


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 7:12 PM

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    Wednesday, August 13, 2008


    I have been trying to edit the codes of my blog. Been doing that since last Monday night till yesterday. All the coding went well till I have no idea what happen the coding suddenly goes crazy to debug mode. Now I change the coding again to another simple blogskin and tadaa... Here it is..... I hope that I could stay using this blogskin permenantly.... =)


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 9:43 PM

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    Friday, August 08, 2008


    For the past few days, I've been MIA and most of my bestie knows where the hell I go. Reason, I went back to KL for my USGC and the interview wasn't going so well. Some cock up stuff happen and so we have to wait. Hopefully, we get USGC or else UJ is just wasting UF's money.

    Went back to KL and I find that memories floating back into my mind, stuff that I don't want to remember comes back to me. It's like one of the song sing by Celine Dion,

    There were nights when the wind was so cold
    That my body froze in bed
    If I just listened to it
    Right outside the window

    There were days when the sun was so cruel
    That all the tears turned to dust
    And I just knew my eyes were
    Drying up forever

    I finished crying in the instant that you left
    And I can't remember where or when or how
    And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

    But when you touch me like this
    And you hold me like that
    I just have to admit
    That it's all coming back to me
    When I touch you like this
    And I hold you like that
    It's so hard to believe but
    It's all coming back to me
    (It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

    There were moments of gold
    And there were flashes of light
    There were things I'd never do again
    But then they'd always seemed right
    There were nights of endless pleasure
    It was more than any laws allow
    Baby Baby

    If I kiss you like this
    And if you whisper like that
    It was lost long ago
    But it's all coming back to me
    If you want me like this
    And if you need me like that
    It was dead long ago
    But it's all coming back to me
    It's so hard to resist
    And it's all coming back to me
    I can barely recall
    But it's all coming back to me now
    But it's all coming back

    There were those empty threats and hollow lies
    And whenever you tried to hurt me
    I just hurt you even worse
    And so much deeper

    There were hours that just went on for days
    When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
    That were lost to us forever

    But you were history with the slamming of the door
    And I made myself so strong again somehow
    And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

    But if I touch you like this
    And if you kiss me like that
    It was so long ago
    But it's all coming back to me
    If you touch me like this
    And if I kiss you like that
    It was gone with the wind
    But it's all coming back to me
    (It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

    There were moments of gold
    And there were flashes of light
    There were things we'd never do again
    But then they'd always seemed right
    There were nights of endless pleasure
    It was more than all your laws allow
    Baby, Baby, Baby

    When you touch me like this
    And when you hold me like that
    It was gone with the wind
    But it's all coming back to me
    When you see me like this
    And when I see you like that
    Then we see what we want to see
    All coming back to me
    The flesh and the fantasies
    All coming back to me
    I can barely recall
    But it's all coming back to me now

    If you forgive me all this
    If I forgive you all that
    We forgive and forget
    And it's all coming back to me
    When you see me like this
    And when I see you like that
    We see just what we want to see
    All coming back to me
    The flesh and the fantasies
    All coming back to me
    I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

    (It's all coming back to me now)
    And when you kiss me like this
    (It's all coming back to me now)
    And when I touch you like that
    (It's all coming back to me now)
    If you do it like this
    (It's all coming back to me now)
    And if we, , ,

    The memories that been coming back to me

    • Some idiot guy confess that he likes me
    • I fall for idiot guy
    • Relationship between guys doesn't work out with me
    • My realization that I'm abnormal in sexuality *no worries gals, I won't fall for you guys as you guys weren't my type of girl and I'm a bit picky when it come to relationship*
    • Quarrel with my uncle and broke the relationship between uncle and niece relationship
    • The idioms where blood is thicker than water is all bullshit and I don't care about it
    • Cross clean lines between me and my father's side of family members, I don't care you read my blog by any chance. This is where I speak the true from my heart and I don't fucking care what you think. FUCK YOU
    • My confession to my parents, sisters and brothers in law that I'm abnormal
    Now that I come and think about it, I don't really care how people who read my blog will view me as when they read this post or the previous post about me that I'm Bisexual because I'm proud to be ONE. I confess that this happen while I was in NS and it pop up to me when I saw this girl whom I met on the first day of the camp. She took my heart away. We become friends later in the camp, I didn't know what my heart feeling was towards her till we sat down together and chatted. From that moment, her eyes catches my attention and I was like "Shit, I fall for that girl." At that time, I had a lots of questions popping up in my head.

    • Am I normal??
    • What will my parents and siblings react when they know the truth??
    • Will my friends accept me as who I am, the JC that they knew along or will they look down on me??
    • Will I ever find happiness in the future??
    • Am I giving up the hope of falling for a guy??
    • Am I going to be serious about my sexuality??
    All these questions pop up in my mind and I could only say that I don't care what other people thinks but if they still think of me as their friend that they know me. Some people dislikes people who are bisexual, homosexual or transexual and I don't understand those people. What sort of qualification they have on having such perception on these people?? Before they could make their decision, please look into your heart and think before you said the answer.

    One thing that I'm worried would be how my family members look at me when they know the truth. All I could do now is just be the old JC they know and keep quiet about it.

    I have happiness now, I have dearie and wifey in KL. To clarified a thing, Dearie and wifey are the best gal I ever met in NS over the 3 years. I'm not into a real relationship yet but I hope that one day I found her/him.

    ciaoz people... =)


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 11:56 PM

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