a very long story.

Monday, July 28, 2008

I didn't realize that me and my 3rd sister took the same train home until both of us reach our destination which is Queenstown. Me and her was heading towards the escalator and I saw her walking down the escalator hurriedly. I guess she doesn't want to walk home with me and I also doesn't want to walk home with her as both of us stop hanging out closely with each other since the end of year 2006 till now.

We only talk when it's necessary like dad come home, uncle's house, visit grandma which is unlikely happen because I had been staying in Singapore for 3 years and I rarely goes back and see her. I hope that my so called uncle treated her good. The last time I see her was last year when my auntie's birthday, I am so sad that she don't recognize me anymore. She used to call me 'Mango' as it was my pet name when I was small till now no matter how old I am, my dad, uncles and aunts still call me by my pet name but not my grandmother. Right now, I miss her and I don't know why I miss her when she treated my mom so bad. Maybe it's because she is already at her old age and people doesn't seem to treat her good. I feel sad when I heard my mom told me that no one is taking good care of her.

I just wish that Angels will listen to my wish and please bring her to the other world as she is suffering in this world. People aren't treating her as human being and for those who are bad towards her, please let them have their punishment that they deserve.

You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:13 PM

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This is a message send to me by a guy in myspace. Here is his message and it's super random...

Hi .... how are you :) im mature men and just enjoying life ... are you open minded type? becouse im a straight forward person :) i dont like to cheat and lies :) seem i see you very cute... so i just want to ask if you into FUN and Cash? (for sure thousand not hundred deal type) becouse i willing to offer hard cash for joy and sex partner and be friends too :) if you feel my msg quite bad.. just ignore and sorry for asking directly... thx and enjoy your life too :)

I can say that this person just want SEX AND FUN... What the heck, man?? Do I seems like that kind of girl who will go for Cash and sell my body... Damn pissed off with this person...

You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 1:03 PM

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

It's been 4 days since I last blogged. It seems that I'm having the blogging syndrome where I would only blog after 1 week or 4 days later. Humm... Maybe got influence by Lisa and Sandra. What should I blog today??

Lemme think, I borrowed 2 manuals book from Jose regarding the brainstorm and Thompson Kayak. Thompson kaya, I read on how to do the split screen effect where else brainstorm, I read on how to create my own setting. Quite interesting reading both manuals during the weekend. Now I shall head to read my own storybook and play sudoku... =)

You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 3:20 PM

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

These are the movies that I wanted to watch this weekend or holiday. =) I like to watch these movies, read the synopsis and tell me whether you wanna join me and watch it..

All the Boys Love Mandy Lane

Mandy Lane (Amber Heard) is an unattainable object of adolescent lust. A shy teen, Mandy is forced to entertain irritating advances while attending a weekend excursion with her classmates. She thinks that these pathetic come-ons will be the worst of it, but she is horrifyingly mistaken. As her schoolmates are killed off one-by-one, it becomes clear that a secret admirer is harboring some terrifying ulterior motives.

Screen Daily calls All The Boys Love Mandy Lane a crisply-executed teen horror debut; a smart and sexy, almost postmodern,twist on the horror genre.

Donna's senior prom is supposed to be the best night of her life. After surviving a horrible tragedy, she has finally moved on and is enjoying her last year of high school. Surrounded by her best friends, she should be safe from the horrors of her past. But when the night turns deadly, there is only one person who could be responsible...a man she thought was gone forever. Now, Donna and her friends must find a way to escape the sadistic rampage of an obsessed killer, and survive a night "to die for."

You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 5:21 PM

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

All these photo edited picture are mine and Lisa's handwork. It took us more than one hr to finish up all 4 pictures for our presentation. Lisa responsible for finding the picture for the Character where else I'm the one who put the picture together. It was fun because both of us ask others for the advice on how the character look.. Most of all, everyone likes the wolf because he is the most PUNKEST among them all. woooooo.....

You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 9:16 PM

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Monday, July 21, 2008

--> That is the t-shirt that I bought thru an online store and it cost me $25.90 plus delivery. It's an limited edition t-shirt which the company release 5 t-shirt per design. I just got myself one of the T-shirt and now all I need to do is pay for it. This is my own reward for finish my G301 Project 1 end, that just conclude ending of submission not including the Oral defend.

G302 is starting soon, need to find another team member who are good in technical side. Now the group consist me, Shaggy Shag and Sharime. I'm good at Admin and FCP, Shaggy is good in Directing, FCP and Production planning and Sharime is good at Sound and composition. Our fourth member is unknown yet. Hopefully, it's someone that I could get along with as I'm getting quite well with Shaggy and Sharime*even though I just know him* One week to go before coming up with proposal...

You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:57 PM

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Friday, July 18, 2008

It's been about 9 days since I last updated my blog. I shall do all the updating on what happen in those 9 days now in one shot. I'm so pro right, I know it.. =)

18th July 2008, Friday

I was so stress today, FYP report submission and I was trying to burn data disc and my lappy be a bitch with me and I can't burn any files. Oh my... What to do, he want to be like that?? Stupid IT-Helpdesk people, don't know how they install my things. Damn... After I submit my group report with Shaggy, I feel so relief and I felt that the burden been lifted off me. Woooo... I can go drink and club now... =s

Received a call from mom around 5plus, she told me that the lab people in KL accidentally contaminated my blood and now I need to go back to KL to take the blood test again on Wednesday. Damn those people, they think I'm so free to go back KL again to take the blood test. Don't they have a brain and think that people also have a occupation. My occupation as a Student and I need to go to school one. I've been know as the Queen of Ponteng by my close friend. SO far I had pon 3 times for CME, 2 times for Advertising Concept, 2 times for Design Studio and once for studio production. This Wednesday, I'll be taking the 6.45pm bus from SG to KL which means I need to chiong all the way from school to Harbourfront.

I will ask the doc for the lab people contact number and address BECAUSE I WANT TO REPORT THEIR CARELESS... I WONDER WHAT WAS THE PERSON WHO ARE DOING THE BLOOD TEST ON MIND WERE THINKING ABOUT WHAT.??? IS THE PERSON THINKING HOW TO FCUK THEIR PARTNER OR TOO TIRED FROM THE FCUKING SESSION THE NIGHT BEFORE. FUCK THEM...

17th July 2008, Thursday

Chiong FYP session. Reached school around 9plus in the morning. Meet Shaggy around 10plus in the vista room. Edit the report, Shaggy edit the film. Stress termometer level is high on Shaggy after lunch and for me it's around the evening, the stress termometer is high on me. I cried when I called Cindy jie to talk with and I cried when mommy talks with me. I miss my mommy and I don't what I would do without mommy. She ask me to be good girl and don't stay out too late as she know that I don't like to go home early. Went to the toilet to wash my face after crying then go and see Shikin's fyp group work. When I went back to our vista suite, Shaggy is stress level back to normal and I'm still the same as it won't go down till I submit the report. Left school around 10.30pm and reach home 1 hour later. Send report and guidelines to Brandon and Shaggy then I go to sleep.... sleeppp is all I need.
16th July 2008, Wednesday

We skipped our gym session. Went to Jaime and Sheng's Fyp group installation which is nice. Jaime tried her best to scared me but too bad, Jaime you failed to scared me. =x

12th July 2008 till 15th July 2008,

I was away from SG. Went back to KL to do my medical check up for my US GC*Green Card* Took the earliest bus and reach KL around 12plus in the noon. Incredible hulk and Chloee darling came to pick us*me and my youngest sis, Trudy* up and we went to Jusco Maluri to submit Cindy's jie maternity leave. Then we head home, stopby the food stall before we head home. Bought our lunch, I had Chee Cheong fun and Red bean soup desert. Reach home, I meet my baby nephew who are 2 days old. He is so cute and I don't know how to describe him. He knows where to look as he can't see anything as his world is all black and white so he use his ear to listen which is so cuteee.... The next day, stayed at home with my baby nephew. Be his nanny for the day and in the evening I went to meet my dear Shirley. I'm so happy to see her even though she is 2 hour late but it worth it. We are planning to meet on 2 August onwards as that's the day I'll be going back to KL to prepare for my interview. The next day I need to go and do Medical Check up with mommy and little sis. Got the stupid MMR jab and poor me, I had to take blood from my hand instead of my elbow as the doc can't find the big vein so she take the blood from the small vein instead. Damn pain and the check up was tedious, doc measure my tattoo and count my piercing. MMR jab is not friendly at all and it's super pain when the jab goes into the skin. Damn.... Then went out shopping with mommy, bought two pairs of stiletto, one black color and one white color. I thought of getting the Mary Jane stiletto but too bad they don't my size so have to stick to another style of stiletto.

11th July 2008, Friday

Went to gym with Keryn and Nutty. Before our gym session, we walk over to W6 for our dinner. I had fried dumplings and ban mian, Keryn had steam dumpling and kimchi ban mian where else Nutty had fish and chips. She was suppose to be non-meat day but too bad, she can't resist the fried dumplings temptation. I'm sorry Nutty for tempting you eating it. But you enjoy it right. =) Stroll back to Film Ig room to rest but in the end we didn't rest but play foosball with Keryn's friend. He is the VP for Foosball, a nice guy to play and chat with. After our foosball session for an hour, we head over for our regular gym session. Saw a girl I kind of like and she is in d* and she kind of cute. *blushing* I keep on looking at her while she is in the gym, she looks so macho.

10th July 2008, Thursday

That day is the arrival of my naughty baby Nephew into our BIGGG Family. Welcome Keive Lum Karl Zhun. He arrive in this world on 9.47am after one full day of pain endure by my 2nd sister while waiting for him to come into the family. He weights about 3.3kg approximately 6pounds and his height is 5.1cm which is a pretty tall for a baby who just birth. He weights the same as his sister, Chloee and same height. This naughty must be a taller than both sisters, Ashley and Chloee and Shawn koko. Come to think about it, Shawn the gay boy now become a big brother to Keive. He is still the same old Shawn, still do the sexy clap, shy clap and macho clap. Been training him to be Macho and Hip Hop dude but it seems that he don't want to be one. Hummm... What to do???

You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:40 PM

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Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Another thing... I'm also hooked-up with SHINee, a new Korean Boyband. They are a group of boys age range from 14 till 18 years old. I must say that those boys look hot and cute. OMG, am I starting to fall for guys who are younger than me?? Is it a good news for me or not?? I shall find a corner and sit down and think about it.. =x

Here are the video link to one of their video at youtube. I like this video a lot. =)

I'm addicted to Gorilla Crewz all thanks to Sandra who ask me to watch their hip hop, locking and pop-ing video. They are a group of Korean dudes who dance. I have to say that they dance damn good.

I'm currently waiting for the arrival of my baby nephew... =) Naughty boy still haven't decide to come out from my sis tummy.. Naughty naughty boyy...

You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:38 PM

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Friday, July 04, 2008

A married man who used to be a woman says that he is pregnant and will give birth to a baby girl in July.

“How does it feel to be a pregnant man? Incredible,” wrote Thomas Beatie, 34, from the Pacific North West of the United States, in the latest issue of the gay magazine The Advocate.

“Despite the fact that my belly is growing with a new life inside me, I am stable and confident being the man that I am.”

Mr Beatie was born female, named Tracy Lagondino, but had gender reassignment surgery and is now legally male and married to a woman.

He decided to carry a baby for his wife, Nancy, because she had a hysterectomy years ago. He was able to get pregnant because he kept his female organs when he switched genders.

“Sterilisation is not a requirement for sex reassignment, so I decided to have chest reconstruction and testosterone therapy but kept my reproductive rights,” he writes. “Wanting to have a biological child is neither a male nor female desire but a human desire.” The couple, who have been together for ten years, run a custom screenprinting business in Bend, Oregon, where neighbours do not know that Mr Beatie was once a woman.

“Our desire to work hard, buy our first home and start a family was nothing out of the ordinary. That is, until we decided that I would carry our child,” he wrote.

Before becoming pregnant, Mr Beatie stopped the testosterone injections he was receiving as part of his gender reassignment. “It had been roughly eight years since I had my last menstrual cycle so this wasn’t a decision that I took lightly. My body regulated itself after about four months and I didn’t have to take any exogenous oestrogen, progesterone or fertility drugs to aid my pregnancy,” he wrote.

The couple bought donor vials from a cryogenic sperm bank and, facing resistance and prejudice from doctors, resorted to home insemination. “Doctors have discriminated against us, turning us away due to their religious beliefs. Healthcare professionals have refused to call me by a male pronoun or recognise Nancy as my wife. Receptionists have laughed at us. Friends and family have been unsupportive; most of Nancy’s family doesn’t even know I’m transgender,” he said.

Mr Beatie’s first successful insemination ended in a life-threatening ectopic pregnancy with triplets that required surgery, resulting in the loss of all his embryos and his right Fallopian tube. “When my brother found out about my loss, he said, ‘It’s a good thing that happened. Who knows what kind of monster it would have been?’,” he wrote.

The second pregnancy resulted in a baby girl who is due to be born on July 3. “I will be my daughter’s father, and Nancy will be her mother. We will be a family,” he wrote.

Mr Beatie would not be the first transgender man to give birth, according to Lisa Masterson, an obstetrician at Cedars-Sinai Medical Centre in Los Angeles.

“A transgender man can be pregnant because he has the same organs as a woman,” Dr Masterson said on the ABC Good Morning America show.

Dr Masterson said, however, that transgendered men face special health risks resulting from their sex change. “It’s really important that he doesn’t take any testosterone early on in the pregnancy and later on,” she said. “That can cause male-type characteristics in the female baby.”

Some of the Beaties’ neighbours in Bend voiced scepticism about the pregnancy claim. One resident, Josh Love, told ABC: “I couldn’t say that he looks pregnant. I can stick my stomach out and almost make it look like that. I think it’s kind of bizarre. I don’t know if I believe it or not.”

The Advocate said it had confirmed the story with Mr Beatie’s doctor.

Credit to - http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/us_and_americas/article3628860.ece

You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:31 AM

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