Tuesday, November 25, 2008
What does that word mean to you?
Does love come and go easily??
I find that I fall for someone so easily. I was excited when I sms-ing with her, we talk about lots of stuff. She told me that if I love her I love her fats as she thinks that she is fat. I told her that if I fall for someone, I love everything about that person. So it seems that I said those words too easily. I ask her whether she want to go to EMP Vibes, EMP event. It falls on the day of her Birthday, 18th December 2008. She told me that she wanted to stay at home for that day then she change her mind and ask me if she could crash my place after the event. Sorry, dear my house is a bit too packed with kids. So I suggested that we stay up till next morning then only I send her home. She told me that she doesn't want her grandmother to worried about her. We chatted on and off as she sort of falls asleep while we were sms-ing each other on Sunday. The only day for her to sleep in late.
I added her on my FB, Friendster and Msn. Check out her profile on FB and found out that she puts that she is married to another girl. I'm not sure whether it's true or not. Maybe I shall let the string of my fishing rod loose in the sea. It's better wait and see how is her feeling towards me. She think that I'm fully pledge lesbian but I'm not. I'm a bisexual, she is a fully pledge lesbian. But I don't have problem with it.
18th December is her birthda and I'm thinking what I'm going to get for her??
Any suggestions??
Talk to Rachel and Siti*my dear about her. They can see that I'm excited about her but I'm still having a second doubt about her relationship with another girl. But I will still celeb her birthday with her as friend first as I think I should take it step by step.
*She called me yesterday after she learnt a phrase of hainanese language as I'm hainanese. I heard wrongly what she said, I heard she say. "you are a pig" but the real phrase she want to say is "where re you?"
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12:58 PM
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