Thursday, June 26, 2008
Well, it seems like problem always get in my way. Thinking that I could get one day of from all the schoolwork, and stuff and rest at home plus go out to watch movie. Too bad I couldn't get a chance of having it, niece sick. Mom stayed back home and look after her. Me go look after the shop. Sometimes I begin to think, why I didn't say NO. Is that word so hard to get out from my mouth?? Why am I being so good?? I have no idea why I didn't say No when I could.
Same thing goes with FYP. Now I begin to think about it, why do it have to be so hard to find a location for me to finish up the filming? Why is it so hard for people to co-operate with one another to finish up the work?? Doesn't FYP feels important to you?? I do because
I WANT TO GRADUATE FROM POLY AND DOESN'T WANT TO WASTE ANOTHER YR TO GRADUATE.
Basically, I'm sick and tired of everything. I just hope that everything will end quickly and be done with it. I just want to myself again, I don't think that I'm being the person who I am. I don't see colors I use to see anymore. I need a break, a big break from everything. Maybe once it's over and I seriously will get the break I want. Now all I could do is just wait. I wonder how long I have to wait.
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9:10 PM
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