a very long story.
it's her

JaCeLyN aKa JC
21 years old
5 SePtEmBer 1987
Republic Poly
YeAr 3 M&E Student
- Diploma In New Media-
STA aka School of Technology for the Arts
josie_buffy2001@hotmail.com
-pOsT pRoDuCtIoN eDiToR oR cAmErAmAn-

current status

In LoVe WiTh KeIvE dArLiN
CoUcH pOtAtO
No NiGhTlIfE fOr JC - MoMmY is HoME

her desires

CareBear
my Family
Tattoo
Adidas shoe&Bag
MacBookPro
Polaroid Camera
Tigerbulb fish
Shopping
Ralph Lauren Polo Tee

them

[AnDiE]
[AleX]
[CyN]
[EsMoNd]
[GlOrIa]
[GrAcE]
[HaNaAn]
[JaMiE]
[J-aNiCe]
[JaNe*]
[JaNnAh]
[JasOn]
[JoShUa AkA mIcKeY]
[KeRyN]
[LiSa]
[MeI hUi]
[NaNa}
[NuTtY]
[PeIxIn]
[35 Cents]
[STS]
[AvReL]
[AlIsTeR]
[LiWeI]
[TrUdY]
[YaNlin]
[ShIrOtA yUu]
[WuZuN]
[YuZhE]

remember?

  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009


  • jukebox

    DREAMiNG OF YOU - Selina
    let it out



    Monday, July 31, 2006


    When I found out my PmK tee-shirt again was being ruin by my sister maid. I told her a lots of time don't iron on the printed part because the print will ruin by the hot iron. I don't know whether she understand bout it or not, she had ruin one of my PMK tee and it was a limited edition. It had a rabbit on it "stiches" and the wording was printed "Pure Milk makes you drunk". When that one was ruin I was damn angry with her as I got told her that she can't iron on the printed area and if she wants to iron, iron the clothes inside out so that the printed area won't ruin by the hot steam from the iron. So my 3rd sis and I went to PS just to buy PMK tee for me as it's the only store at Orchard that have PMK store. This tee I bought wasn't long, it was just 1 month and she ruin it again. I was so frustrated with it I shout vulgars word in the room and I just lie down on my bed and cried. So fuck up with her and don't even think I will talk with her in few days time. Now have to wait till Saturday so that I can go to Orchard and shop for another tee.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:31 AM

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    Saturday, July 29, 2006


    Yesterday, my classmate were discussing what dress code should we wear on our party on the 15th week. They suggests Retro Style, in my mind I can't think what will happen on that day as everyone wearing the 70's style. It's just so weird.
    One of my frend look grumphy today, he doesn't look like his normal behaviour. I wanted to ask him what happen but he wasn't on9 so I didn't get the chance to ask him. During the 1st meeting break, my gfs told me that she knw what happen to my grumphy face looking frend. He love one gurl but the gurl was attach with another guy. Then she suggests that I look at his blog and I told her I will look at it when I'm free.
    So as I had promise her that I would look at his blog, to my surprise I didn't know he was an emotion type of guy as I always saw him laughing and joking around. When I read his story, I knew I will cry any moment and deep in my heart knows that this stupid frend of mine is fallen too deep for the gurl and from what I had read. It seems to me that the gurl was afraid to fall for him as she's attach and she knows her bf isn't a nice guy to mess around with. That's why she can't break off with her bf no matter what happen as she loves that guy first and they been hard times together. She also doesn't like the people her bf mixed with as she knows they are bad people but it leaves her no choice to voice it out as she's just his gf and not his wife. She also doesn't have the right to tell him what kind of people he should befriends with. That's why she cries and it makes my frend heart ache plus he wanted to cry along with the girl but deep in his heart he can't cried out as the girl really needs is a guy whom she can trusted on to let her cry on his shoulder.
    My friend story was sad but as he writes it, he stated that he doesn't know what love means??? My dear friend, Love is an energy that gives you the power to do things that you doesn't dared to do and Love is a bond that bring you closer with the person you love. Love will makes us do stupid things and Love is blind. Let me tell you the story of me and a guy I love.
    I still remembers it as if it just happen a month ago. My camp was having a party and everyone was enjoying the time we have as it was the first few weeks we have been in the camp. My friends and I was busy taking picture with each other and teachers. When we done photo taking, the teacher blast song and we all enjoy listening to the music. While I was chatting with Safone, "my malay friend " Praba cuts in our convosation, he ask me do I remember that he got told me that he has a friend who wants to know me but don't dared to come near me. I told him yeah! and he intro me to that guy and his name was Kean. Then I grab my girlfriend, Tracey and intro her to Kean. We chatted for awhile.
    From that times onwards, we becomes friend and we will chat with each other whenever we met. Deep in my heart I knpw that, he wasn't the kind of guy I like so we weren't so close at all. As time passby, from no feelings for each other we didn't know that we had begin to fall for each other. I still remember when he confess that he loves me was when me and other frendz were talking outside of class as the classes just end. Both of us were standing opp each other and my other frendz standing beside me talkin, out of the blue, he says the 3 words. I was stunned with his confess and I tot he was jokin with me but he says he wasn't jkin and it was real. Then I pull Tracey and walkaway, while we were walkin Tracey ask me what's wrong and I told her that Kean confess to me. She was so happy for me but I was scared. You want to know why, I'm afraid if I involve in this relationship I wasn't sure that I willing to let him go after 3 months and we know it can be puppy love.
    Once he makes me angry, I told myself that I didn't talk with him and won't even bother him if I saw him around the camp. He tried to talk to me but I don't want to reply him and I look away. Tracey told me he was quite hurt and I told her if he didn't apologise to me for what he had makes me angry. Don't even think I will forgive him. She wents and told him what I had told her. He says he was willing to apologise to me as he doesn't want me to be angry with him.
    So on the Kayaking day, I was playing around with my MOyang DIn and he went and find Kean for his protection. Moyang told him that his friend has gone crazy and I told Kean that if he protects him I won't talk with him. He quickly stand aside and let me hit Moyang. Tracey told me that Kean want to apologise with me and he even willing to drop on his knees and say sorry. So I told her I will accept his apology and she quickly pulls me to Kean. She hold my hand tightly as she knows that I will runaway from them. She gives Kean a signal and ask him to say sorry. Kean turn to face me and say sorry a lots of time* i think* Then I told him apology accepted. He was so happy.
    From that day onwards both of us been closer and don't know what makes the other Chinese guys knows that Kean likes me and I like him. One of my friend told me that there's another girl likes him but he didn't like her. They says he likes me and I know it but pretend to be unknown to it. Once it was Sunday night, I and my friends were eating cup noodles in the canteen. We saw him and he walks toward our table. To my surprise, when he arrives there he choose the seat next to me not opposite me or next to my friend. He didn't chat with them but chat with me and ask me questions. Suddenly, his mobile ring and he picks up. He told me he was talking with his sister. In their convosation, I heard he told his sister that he loves one girl and he says that she sits next to him. Out of the blues, he says his sister wants to talk with me and I say don't want but he insist that his sis want to talk with me so I just say hi and listen.
    Time pass so fast that 4 weeks before the NS ends, half of the camp people is going back home to get ready for form 6 and he was one of them as he's an excell student in his school. When that day arrives, I feel so sad that he is going home and we did talk for awhile before they board the bus. When they were q-ing up for the bus, he call my handphone and told me that he loves me and miss me. I told the samething too. After that we didn't meet each other till Aug.
    Shirley and I plans to meet up for movies, she suggests to ask Kean along so I say okey as we don't know he is free or not. To my surprise he says he's free and will be meeting us for movies. When it was the day we supposed to meet up, he says that he will be a bit late so I and Shirley walks around the shopping centre. He arrives a quarter to 12 in the noon and he looks a lot handsome now as he got style his hair. He was shock to see me wears skirt. Three of us planning where to go for lunch and both of them suggests Nandos Chicken. It's my first time there and I wasn't sure what to order. So I only order 1/4 chicken and drinks. While we were chatting, he suddenly told us that he got hepatitis C and he's going to Study at Australia on mid 2007 for his degree.
    I was shock that he got sickness. But hides my feeling from him. After lunch we went for movies, while waiting for the theater to be cleans up. I told him to helps Shirley hold the bag as it was heavy and he's a guy, he should help her. He listen to me and he help her hold the bag. When the it's time for us to enter the theather, he sits in the middle of both of us so that Shirley can pinch him when she's scared. While we were watching the movies, there's part that scary and he was afraid as well. When the movie ends, we were talking bout it and I told Shirley that he was also afraid of horror movies. Then 3 of us laugh and that was the last time I see him.
    Early Mac this year, SHirley and my lil sis encourage me to tell that I love him but I don't dare as I know he will reject me as he's sick. And they still ask me go for it so I agree with them. I sms him and told him that I love him and my prediction was correct, he told me he wants us to maintain friendship and he wants to study first. Deep in my heart, I know that he says this because he is sick and doesn't want to involve in relationship.
    So now, compare mine and my frend, I'm more heartbreak then him. At least he still can wait for the girl but me, I don't know whether we can be together or not. And I don't know whether it's true he is diagnose with Hep C or not. I don't think I will fall in love again soon, it takes time for me to heal my scar.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:08 PM

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    Monday, July 24, 2006


    The hold night didn't sleep and I don't why I can't sleep. So by the clock struck 4.a.m. I manage to go to sleep as that time I feel sleepy but a few minutes later I was awake, don't know what the hell happen to me that night. One freaking night it was, by the time the alarm rang before I knew it, it's time to wake up and get ready for school. Today I got no mood to do the PPT and etc as I'm damn tired and don't feel like doing anything except sleep. When it was time for ppt, I told my friend to put "JC IS A FREE-LOADER TODAY" as I don't care what other ppl think as it was for fun putting it there. I don't know why some of them take it so seriously, when I don't care a fuck of it.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 11:16 AM

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    Tuesday, July 18, 2006


    Today problem for the cognitive is Candle in the wind. So what is your first impression on candle????? For me, candle produces light and helps us see things when the electricity was being cut off or blackout. Candle comes with many scent such as lavender,rose, equates, and others. It's being use as aromatheraphy by the people to relax themselves from hard day or creates a lovely atmosphere when you feel the atmosphere is stress. Now only I know that there's two types of wax that being used to make candle which is Beeswax and Paraffin. Beeswax is made of honeybee hive wherelse the paraffin is made of petroleum industry. Beeswax is more natural and it creates aroma scent where paraffin is more towards chemical as it uses petroleum to creates it and we need to add scent in the candle when we were making the candle. Moreover, the history of candle comes from ancient Egypt where they use the tallow to make candle. Tallow is the fats from the cattle that being used and it creates terrible scent from it and the people in the 18th century creates candle by using beeswax. There are facts on candle and I didn't know bout it tilll today????


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:10 PM

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    Monday, July 17, 2006


    12/07/06- I didn't went to school on that day as my fever,flu and cough become worst so I went to see my doctor, my doc told me that if my fever still hasn't reduce back to 36.5 celcius I'll need to take a jab for the fever. I told him that I don't want any jab and ask him to give me strong med so that I can recover fast and I don't need to stay at home to rest. He says alright. After taking each med, it makes me sleepy and I went to bed each time I take my med.

    13/07/06- The lesson for the day was fun as we were required to be in a team that my faci has randomly click, and my group members was fun as we were told not to make a powerpoint presentation as the problem for the day requires us to do a role play so our group play was the most funny one as two of the guy did their play a bit childish. I think our play was the best among the few.

    14/07/06- I attend class for half day as I have to attend CG OVERDRIVE press conference as a volenteer, be usher for the day. It was fun as I only need to do presentation slides then I can leave the school and be at expo till 7.p.m. When I,Jill and Radzi arrived there, we waits for Selina as she's the person we need to report to get our tee-shirt and pass. After we has change into the Crew shirt and puts on the Organiser tag, we do our duty at gift redemtion counter but the people there told us that they has just switch place with the people from the hall so we got nothing to do. We went and told Selina that and she says that she wants us to count and see how many free gifts bags left and we need to bring it upstairs so that we don't need to be at downstairs and people won't forgot to redeem their goodies bag.

    15/07/06- We needs to be at Expo at 8.30.a.m. and everyone was there except Selina as she will be late as that's what one of the organiser told us. When she arrives, she apologise to us saying that it's her fault that she's late. Then we were given task, I need to be the usher for first two speaker then I will be guarding the door for the nect 2 speaker in the noon. When I had break, I take picture with Carlos, the guy who creates "CARS" the animation movie that release recently at the cinema. He's so cool and cute. Then I got his autograph, Ikuo Niishi and Dayne Cowan's autograph. I was so happy and I take their picture when they were leaving the place and my friends told me that I'm a stalker. I don't think taking picture is a stalker. I also take picture with DAyne Cowan.... Yahz...

    16/07/06 - Yesterday was my most happiest day of the three day. WHY???? Because I get to snap picture with Ikuo Niishi and he comments that the picture turn out to be nice and I'm flatter by the words he says. I also got Lara aka Daniel, Robert Chen, Andrew Gordon, Daniel Gergio,Shuto and a speaker I forgot his name. I forgot to ask Michel for his autograph as he's the Supervisor who did the movie Narnia. I did take picture with a tall speaker till I need to stand on the chair just to be as tall as him. Then when we were preparing for going home, Selina give us our tee-shirt and told us that if she got any project she will ask us whether we want to do or not then I ask her do we get our pay and she says yes. But now she doesn't has any project but in future she says yes. She asks us to email her if we need any job. I say sure.....

    today- i didn't go to school as I'm too tired to go to school. These past two days has been waking up early and didn't have enough sleep. Anyway but did get some rewards for doing those jobs. Can't wait for more animation exicibition thing happen next year, Yeahs......


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 2:24 PM

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    Tuesday, July 11, 2006


    Yesterday, after the first break out I have a feeling that I'm going to fall sick as I feel that my body tempreture is rising and I have sore throat. When it's time for me to go for lunch, it begins to be worse I don't feel like eating and I just want to sleep. When my friends and I went to 7-11, one of my classmate call me and ask me to help them buy things. I thought only few things so I help her buy but not one but few and it become more worse when one of my friend didn't tell me that she wants her sandwhich to be heat up. So I helps her to heat it up as I'm going to W16P to find my friend and ask him for the movies. After I have heat the sandwhich up, I ask my friend to bring up for her, my friend says she didn't ask her for the sandwhich so she follows me to my friend block. When I got every movies that I want, it's already 1+ in the afternoon so I walk quickly to my classroom and do my work. After I finishes everything, I feel so hot that my friend told me that he feel the hot air when I stand near him. So when our presentation time is over I quickly sit down and rest as I don't feels good. When I got home, I feel more worst. I can boil a pot of water as my temp was round 38 celcius. So my mom ask me to eat losanges and then I fall asleep. When I wake up, it's already a quarter to seven. My sis cooks noodles for me to eat, after finish eating I take my med and I fall asleep. Wake up at 6.15.a.m. today.

    When I do the UT test, I think I saw two images in my laptop so when the UT test finish. I quickly pack my things and go home, my friends seems to be surprise when they saw mt leaving. Now I think I will go to sleep, feels sleepy already.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 11:53 AM

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    Sunday, July 09, 2006


    Today I wake up round 9+ in the morning because my sis told me that she can't manage the kids by herself as the maid has taken her day off so my third sis wake up and help her then I went to toilet and wash up. When I done washing up, I went and help my sis taking care of the kids. By 10.30 a.m. I went to bath as I need to be at school at 12.p.m. when I'm done bathing my bro in law was back from the market with breakfast. My sis ask me to eat first before I went to school so I did. When I done eating I went to change my clothes and take my bag and head to MRT, while I was walking suddenly it rains and I need to take out my umbrella and continue walking to the station. Thank god the rain didn't rain heavily and it's slightly drizzling only. When I change train at Jurong East Interchange, the rain starts to rains heavily and it makes the train a bit slow. By the time I arrive Woodlands Interchange it's already 12.p.m. and I have to walk all the way from the MRT station to RP, Thus the rain heavily and my pants wet. After awhile I arrive school, my another friend also late so both of us waits my another friends at the RPC. When she arrives RPC, she asks us to leave our bag in the RPC office and take our wallet and handphone so that we won't lost our money or mobile phone. After putting the things in the RPC office, we starts to take the freebies for the people who comes for the soccer match competition to Agora Forum. When we were there, there's a faci teach me and another friend how to make pop-corn and he told us to be careful and don't make the pop-corn over cooked as in burn, so we say okies. When we do our pop-corn for the 4th batch, all of our pop-corn got burn and we need to scraps the black thingy out so that the another batch of pop-corn won't turn black. I did most of the scrapping so does the teacher and I hurt myself *got burn from the pot* When there's no customer, I and my friends who sells candy floss we take picture and I also take picture of my friends when I don't have anything to do. When it was round 7.p.m. my friend told me that the Singapore Football Player was here so I went to Agora and see them. I saw one ang moh and he looks so suai and I try to snap his picture when he wasn't paying any attention but didn't manage to snap one as he's sitting with his football friend. When he wants to walk around the school, I ask him can I take a picture of him and he says why don't we take picture together and I say yes. So we take the picture together, I was so happy as he looks quite good looking* wonder he has gf or not* by the time of half past eight, I told my faci that I'm going home and I want to take my bag from the RPC office. When I was taking the MRT train, I was holding 2 balloon and there's people looks at me. They must think that I'm childish holding two balloon.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 11:47 PM

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    Today was my most enjoyable day as I slept from a quarter to two in the morning and I did wake up a quarter to ten then sleep back, finally I wake up at 12.p.m. Once I woke up, I brush teeth and wash my face then helps my sis cooks for lunch. I help her halfway then I went and play with my nephew. Finally round quarter to one she finishes her cooking and I ate my lunch, after lunch I went into my room and read story book. Around 3+ in the afternoon, my sis ask me to go to her room and accompany my niece and nephew who is sleeping in the room. So I went into her room and continue reading. Around 4.p.m. I fall alseep and I sleep till ten minutes before 5.p.m. Then at 6.p.m. we went to my sister's father in law place to drink soup then we went to a new coffee gouse at Shenton Way and ate dine and I found the food there suxz... The fried rice tasteless so does the drink. I wonder how the cook got his cooking skills and I think I cook better then him. hehheheheh....


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 12:23 AM

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    Friday, July 07, 2006


    Yesterday - Entreprise was interesting for yesterday topic because there's not much thing for us to do so we were a free to do our own things. Moreover,there's a fair going at the Agora Forum so almost everyone except two people didn't go to the fair. Once I was at Agora, the first thing I and my friends do is see what the menu at Subway stall and we found few sandwhiches but I don't feel like taking the sandwhiches because there's a lot of people in the class and a bit embaress to eat the burger in there, so I didn't buy but my friend buy 3 cookies. After that, we went and play the games, I play the dart and i got 360 points in one attempt then i move the mini golf and play, there i lost 20 points and win 10 points. Next is the shooting and I only misses one shot,score the last 2 shot. Gain another 20 point then move on to the soccer round, score 10 point loss 20 point and at the basketball round loss 30 points. Then to the last game thanks to miss lady luck, I score 60 points for the 3 round and manage to be in top 8 spot but i don't think i'll win as there's other people as well. Played for the second round but didn't get what i expected so quit playing and when to canteen and buy lunch. What I got for lunch was only one cup of bubble tea and 2 chicken chunk so it wasn't much.

    Today - I went to school and take my UT test but come home after that because my niece fall sick and the maid can't take care two kids at once as my nephew knows how to walk already and getting naughtier. Both of my sis and bro in law can't take leave from work and i'm the only person who is available to take leave as my school allows us to absent from school twice per lesson and I already miss once of the lesson so this will be my last time to skip the class. If I want to skip class again, I need at least an A or B to cover up. I really want to go for the animation thingy that going to happen at 14 july.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 11:15 AM

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    Wednesday, July 05, 2006


    Today problem was quite easy as my group only needs to do an ad and do a powerpoint presentation. When It was second break out, I feels like escape class and wait for my friend at the school library so that i don't need to go home so early. I went for lunch but i didn't ate anything except drinks a cup of ice-blended mocha that's all and in the morning i ate a tuna sandwhich. So I went back to class and do the presentation slides, by 1.40.p.m. I finishes the presentation slides and I want to escape the class. My friend ask me to stay in the class and do the presentation as i just need to read the slides from the PPT. They also tell me that if I do the PPT and didn't present it, it will be a waste as I will get F for it even though I do all the work. So I stay back with the group and helps other group do their ads. When we do the PPT, I ask a lots of question towards my faci and she did answer me back and that was fun asking her so many questions as my ads was bout anti-ageing and all my question was aiming at her. hehehehe.... WHAT A DAY


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:18 PM

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    Tuesday, July 04, 2006


    Today's problem for cognitive was we need to make a conclusion for two scenario that given by the faci. The scenario 1 story was a bit sad as it was based on true story and how the police at London makes mistake by shooting the wrong guy. The guys name was Jean Charles de Menezes was rushing his way to working on that day and the police followed him from his house to Tube station. When he was at the station, he saw some people chasing after him and he thoughts that it was the gangster that beat him up the other day so he ran away from the people. So he jumps over the ticketing barrier and rush towards the train, the police chase after him and they shouted at him and ask him to stop but they didn't tell him that they are police moreover they didn't show him the police ID. When Jean in the train so does the police, the police fire 7 shots one at his shoulder and the rest on his head. That causes him to dead. When they have investigate on the identity, they realize that they have killed the wrong person as Jean's has the eyes of MOngolian. What a pity guy.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 7:02 PM

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    Monday, July 03, 2006


    Today's math problem was so easy,everyone finish their presentation by 2nd meeting and we do our our things during the break. Most of us watch movies and some of them hangs around at the canteen or somewhere in the school, as for me i take my time to finishes my lunch and listen to music when i finsh my lunch. Bout 2.p.m. we starts our presentation and we finishes the presentation inculding the sixth presentation by 3.30.p.m. and it was so cool as we can finish classes early and do quiz at school. When i reach home it was round 5.p.m. and i leave school around 4.p.m. thus needs to walk to the MRT and buy newspaper plus wait for the train to arrive the station.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:34 PM

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    Sunday, July 02, 2006


    Yesterday my sister and i went to a video kiosk at Tiong Bahru and borrow movies to watch, we borrow Cry_wolf and Election. Before that we went to MCD and have our dinner then we when to rent the DVD then we walks to SWEET TALK to buy bubble tea. When I was Q-ing up to buy the bubble tea, in the shop there's 5 worker in the shop and they take 40 minute to finish up 3 person drinks and each of them order 2 drinks so it equals to 6 drinks but the drinks they just need to mix the ingredients and shake it to mix the ingredients with the ais but to my disappointment, THEY PUT THE FLAVOURING THE JUICE IN THE CUP AND MIX TRHE RED/GREEN TEA IN THE CUP PLUS THE ICE and let us mix the ingredients ourselve. SO STUPID. NO MORE NEXT TIME GOING THERE AND BUY THE BUBBLE TEA.

    Sunday - My niece and nephew coming back, I'm so happy because I miss them lots and my nephew knows how to call me already and he can walk. The way he walks so cute and he did all the silly things for us. He's still so white and didn't even got tanned when he's staying at my mom's house at KL. Then at night we went for dine at my brother in law cousin's place and I went to Tiong Bahru to return the DVD and then take bus to Redhill then walk to the place. I almost lost my way but thank god i got a good memory. hehehehe


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 12:47 PM

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