Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Last Sunday, I just found out my worst worries. I found out that my dad and his mistress have children and the so called stepbrother is just primary 1 this or next year and a 5 years old kid. FUCK HIM!!!! DAMN HIM!!!!!! How could he do that??? WHO THE FUCK HE THINKS HE IS??? HURT MY MOM, IF HE DIED ONE DAY I WON'T FELL SAD NOR SORRY BECAUSE I CONSIDER HIM DEAD AND TOTALLY OUT OF MY LIST IN FAMILY. THE TERM OF FAMILY IS HE TOTALLY NOT GOING TO BE THE PERSON WHO I ALWAYS CARED AND MISS HIM. FROM I KNOW HE HAD AFFAIR WHEN I WAS IN MY LAST YEAR OF SCHOOL, IT WAS A TOTALLY DISASTER FOR ME, I NEVER IMAGINE HE WOULD DO THOSE KIND OF THING TOWARDS MY MOM. IF HE DON'T LIKE MY MOM OR LOVE MY MOM, THEN HE DUN FUCKING MARRIED HER. DAMN HIM.... I DON'T CARE IF ANYONE IN MY FAMILY THINKS THAT I'M RUDE NOR ANYONE WHO READ MY BLOG THINKS I'M TOTALLY OUT OF MY MIND, YES I'M AND NOW THIS GIVES ME ANOTHER THINKING THAT ALL DAMN MAN ARE FREAKING IDIOT AND JERK, INCONSIDERATE, AND LOTS MORE. THIS GIVES ME A LOT REASON TO GO FOR A GIRL AS YOU WON'T BE HAVING SO MANY TROUBLE FINDING ONE PARTNER AND YOU WON'T NEED TO WORRY THAT YOU NEED TO TAKE CARE OF ANY KIDS NOR WORRIED THAT YOUR PARTNER WILL BETRAY YOU FOR ANOTHER. EVEN THOUGH I LIKE KIDS AND IF I FOUND THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY CONFIDENCE ON GUYS, I WON'T BE WITH THE GUY AND HE CAN GO TO HELL FOR ALL I CARED. SO DAD, DON'T EVEN THINK I WILL WORRIED ABOUT YOU, CARE FOR YOU NOR GOING TO TALK WITH YOU. IT WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE. I WILL ONLY TALK WITH YOU ONLY TO GIVE MY MOM A FACE. IF ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOUR OTHER FAMILY AND SIN'S FAMILY, I WON'T GIVE A THING TO IT. AS I DON'T CONSIDER MYSELF AS ONE OF YOUR FAMILY SURNAME. I WILL LEAVE THE SIN SURNAME THERE BUT I WON'T CONSIDER MYSELF AS A PART OF YOUR FAMILY AND YOU DON'T COME TO ME ON ONE FINE DAY IN THE FUTURE WITH YOUR FUCKING NEW FAMILY WHO LIVES IN LUXURIES AND COMFORTABLE WHERELSE MY MOM NEEDS TO STRUGGLE FOR HER LIVES TO TAKE CARE OF US. YOU CAN GO TO HELL AND DON'T COME TO ME.
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