Wednesday, October 25, 2006
On Sunday afternoon, my dear call me but I didn't hear my phone rang as I was having lunch with my Family and I left my phone in my bag. When I check my phone, I saw a miss called and I check it and found it was my another dear who call me, so I reply her sms. When I receive her sms, I was shock to see that she told me that she just got out from the hospital as she was admitted in the hospital on Saturday and her doctor refer her to a Phyciatris as she was depression and stress from her family problems. She took overdose of Paracetamol and she told me she doesn't know what she is doing... I was so sad as she's my dear friend and she did this kind of things, won't she feel sad or sorry for her parents who gave birth to her and who takes care of her for so many years. I'm shock to hear that.
But when ones falls into depression, automatically you will never know what you are doing and what's happening around you. You just wish to get away from the pain and the easiest way was died. I did came across to commit suicide once when I can't stand with what's happening in my family. I was so angry with what my father has done to my mother. If only I'm a guy, I will be able to protect my mother from all the harm that my father has caused her. She's trying her best to act normal and pretend that nothing had happen which is what my father doing outside.
One thing for sure that is I will never be able to forget what he had done to my mother as he didn't think what will happen or the consequences of it. I will HATE him forever.
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1:15 PM
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