a very long story.
it's her

JaCeLyN aKa JC
21 years old
5 SePtEmBer 1987
Republic Poly
YeAr 3 M&E Student
- Diploma In New Media-
STA aka School of Technology for the Arts
josie_buffy2001@hotmail.com
-pOsT pRoDuCtIoN eDiToR oR cAmErAmAn-

current status

In LoVe WiTh KeIvE dArLiN
CoUcH pOtAtO
No NiGhTlIfE fOr JC - MoMmY is HoME

her desires

CareBear
my Family
Tattoo
Adidas shoe&Bag
MacBookPro
Polaroid Camera
Tigerbulb fish
Shopping
Ralph Lauren Polo Tee

them

[AnDiE]
[AleX]
[CyN]
[EsMoNd]
[GlOrIa]
[GrAcE]
[HaNaAn]
[JaMiE]
[J-aNiCe]
[JaNe*]
[JaNnAh]
[JasOn]
[JoShUa AkA mIcKeY]
[KeRyN]
[LiSa]
[MeI hUi]
[NaNa}
[NuTtY]
[PeIxIn]
[35 Cents]
[STS]
[AvReL]
[AlIsTeR]
[LiWeI]
[TrUdY]
[YaNlin]
[ShIrOtA yUu]
[WuZuN]
[YuZhE]

remember?

  • April 2006
  • May 2006
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  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
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  • January 2007
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  • May 2009


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    DREAMiNG OF YOU - Selina
    let it out



    Wednesday, May 31, 2006


    When i was msn with my BB captain, she ask me am i Straight or not? So i ask her,what you think? She replys me by saying that i'm not straight,that makes me laugh. Is it because that i cut my hair short and that makes me look like a guy which makes people thinks that i like gurl. She ask me whether i have girlfriend,i told her no girlfriend only have laopo and she thinks that i'm lesbian and i'm fine with it because i'm open minded kind of person so i don't care what other people says.

    When i told my friend bout it, she says once when i and another guy friend accompany her to her friend classroom, her friend ask her who is the 2 guy where i and my guy friend was standing. My friend told her that one of them is gurl which is me and she told me that her friend shock and i can't stop laughing. it really funny man. i ca't imagine that there's some people will think that i'm a guy.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 7:30 PM

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    i find her attitude for today was a over-reacted. She blazes up when you come and ask us what will we be doing on the second meeting? When you ask us to reflect on today's problem and what we need to do on our presentation slides? I know that you were angry on us because we wasted our second meeting time on doing our worksheet.
    After you were gone to the next group, she starts to show her attitude by acting as though as she is the boss in our group.When you ask us to assign a leader she didn't stand and tell us that she wants to be.So when she asks us on the opinion she didn't ask us nicely, she ask us as though we were prisoner and she's the cop. And some of her point she states on the slides weren't important yet it also irrrelavant, when Shuai Fang told her that she wants to do some changes on the slides position, she ask her why must we change the slides position when she already puts the slides accordingly. I was a bit mad cause she shows attitudes towards a friend who wants to help the team and she do everything on her own,when i ask her that i want to do the PPT she didn't bother me and she continue to do the slides. I thinks there's a lots of things she needs to change on is her attitude, don't show attitudes towards us as we aren't your family members and somepeople don't like you. Get your Life going.

    You Freak!!!!!!! Get some FUN!!!!!


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 2:18 PM

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    Tuesday, May 30, 2006


    Yesterday, right after school i went to library to collect a book that's been reserved by my sister for 'bout 3 weeks ago. Last Friday, the national library send a postcard telling my sister go and collect the book, so my sis ask me go and collect the book on her behalf. When i went and collect the book, to my unexpected the book was so thick and i need to carry the book all the way from Woodlands to Queenstown Library then carry it home. When i was in the train, i saw everyone was looking at me because the book that i was holding. The thick book by Dan Brown "Angel and Demons" it was so tiring because the book was so thick and i need to carry my baby.

    When I arrive the Queenstown Library, I was searching for one of my favourite author Catherine Coulter. I manage to borrow 3 books by Catherine Coulter,historical romance was a nice for teenagers to read.But i'm not sure bout other girls, I know that i'm a fan for Historical Romance.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:13 AM

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    Monday, May 29, 2006


    Yesterday, I went to Singapore Expo with my sisters,niece and my brother in law to the food fair but my younger sister and my niece went and watch the Hi-5 . When we arrive there, we waited for the 45 minute for the next show of Hi-5 at 4.p.m. At 3.45.p.m. the security opens the door and let the kids and parents in, One family of Indian acts as though they can't wait for the show or they afraid that the guard won't let her in. They didn't even let me walkaway from the door,block my way and step on my shoe and didn't even apologise. OMG, what type of people are they? I think they are Kiasu people because can't wait people walkaway then only go there.

    Samething happen at the food fair,those people can't hardly wait for the people to walkaway from the stall and don't push people when you saw there's so many people and there's no way that you can walk to one place so fast. The people still so stupid by bringing kids to the fair,Do they have mind,there's so many deep fry pots there to fry things, the parents don't care bout their kids, they let them stands so near towards the fryer. What if the oil slpashed on the kids, they can't blame the person whose putting those food into the fryer because you didn't take care of your kid. The people who pushing the baby stroller, don't care bout people legs lol, they bump into you, they don't apologise back to you. They just hopes that they reach the destiny or stall that they want where there's food testing. MY OH MY, how can those people do things like that, so childish. There's no way my sis gonna brings her kid to the food fair.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:24 AM

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    Saturday, May 27, 2006


    When the clock needle stop at 2.p.m that's the time my mom,niece and my sister arrive from m'sia by bus and my brother in law went and pick them up. Now the house become more merrier than before because Chloee is here. She's the happy go little girl,sometimes her parent will scold her because she doesn't want to sleep with them and they will make excuses that they will beat this person and that person because they were noisy or watever. So i think i'll be going back to m'sia next week because my lil niece can stay till dis 10 June. Going back to KL is not a bad idea as i can shop as i want. hehehe.....


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 4:10 PM

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    Friday, May 26, 2006


    Yesterday, I went and watch X-Men 3,the begining was a bit sad because Cyclops died when he just appear in the movie. I cried when i saw only his specs that left and Jean Grey.Then the next person died was Prof.Xavier, he wanted to rescue Jean but Jean was being control by Pheonix and her mind wasn't able to control Pheonix from controling her. When she knows that she has killed Cyclops, she allows Pheonix take over her.Then Angel appear, he looks so cool when he told his dad that he didn't want to take de jab to cure himself from the X-mutant spell. He fight against his father and he manage to escape from the building to Xavier School. And when he arrive the school,Storm,Wolfverine,Beast,Ice and Kimmy was discussing whether they are going to close down the school or they going to continue letting the student coming. Then Storm decided to keep the school going because she felts that Prof.Xavier wants her to continue doing it and she ask Beast to tell the student to stay and ask Kimmy to bring Angel to a room for him to stay. Ending was so sad, Jean died and Rogue become human, No fun.....


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:17 AM

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    yesterday, I didn't went to school coz I want to take a break from my Communication Faci, she's too bossy and a bit too demanding... So I plans to wake up at 12.p.m. but at 9.a.m. I heard my sister's maid scold my niece and she told that if she makes more noise and wake me up, I’m going to scold her cause i dun like people disturb me while I’m sleeping. Then, when i wake up and went to de toilet, my niece and nephew quickly keeps quiet cause they afraid i scold them. I become bad person cause every time my niece or nephew did something bad, my sis will use my name and tell them that if they be naughty I’ll scold them and they know that I’ll scold them.
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    And I did a most ridiculous thing which is i Q-Up for hi-5 ticket, meet and greet session. I Q-up for 2 hours and they told me that there's no more tic so there's a group of working parents making fuss of the tickets because it says that first 25 person will get the ticket and you need to spend at least 30 bucks to get one pass for photo session. There's one aunty and her daughter and her mother when and collect the tix. They spend bout 150 bucks and they separate the bills and they manage to get 3 passes and 1 passes allows 4 person to go and take pix wif hi-5.When my sister saw the auntie, she told me that only the aunties daughter go in and take pixie wif hi-5 where else she wasted 2 passes. 2 passes can allow 8 person going in and take pixie wif hi-5.
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    I did come close up with Tim, here's his pixie only side ways



    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:11 AM

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    Wednesday, May 24, 2006


    When i just 'bout finish my dine, i told my sis that on thursday i have basketball training because my 3rd sis ask me whether i want to watch X-men 3 or not..... i told her that i got BB training, then my big sis says"Who says you can continue playing BB?" She told me that" mom and her don't approve me playing BB cause she thinks i will become more tomboy as i'm already one and she says that we stay far from the skool moreover my training ends late, round 8plus and i need to change train from Woodlands to Queenstown. She felt a bit unsafe because i'm a girl and walks home so late from Mrt station to my block even though the walking distance was just a few minute. My mom and sis also afraids that i can't cope up with my studies because they think that training on thursday and it ends so late moreover the next day was still schooling day so she didn't approve it as she's afraid that i can't concerntrate in class as i will be too tired to do so.....

    Even though i can't play BB at skool i can still support them, i told my captain that i can't join the team but i can come and cupport the team whenever they have any competition or league...... i just hope that my senior won't be mad at me for pulling out from BB cause i enjoy being with them....... no matter how sad i'll be my parents and sis won't know coz i din show it on my expression.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 12:45 AM

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    Tuesday, May 23, 2006


    I think today's conitive problem was easy because it asks us to design a printer that don't use ink and toner and we need to come up with our own ideas. So my group members starts to give out ideas, our ideas was cardon paper,wax,pencil lead,lipstick,chacoal and lemon. At first we thought of using lemon as replacement for the ink but, there's another group doing that so we didn't use that idea so all of us decide to use carbon paper. So why did we choose carbon paper because carbon paper was cheap and light, we can create new colors for the carbon paper cause as we know that carbon paper only comes with black and blue so we decide to create more colors for the carbon paper. We also create a tracer where it helps us to draw the pixiez or the wording to the carbon paper and carbon paper works as ink that trace to the paper. i knoe that when you read what i wrotes was a bit confuse cause our printer did make our teacher confuse that makes us win cause she didn't ask us lots of questions.... YAY..... that's cool coz for almost every lesson of hers she sure ask us lots o questions and that makes us like secondary skool student where teacher ask us question and we need to answer them. Wow.... i think todays presentation was fun cause everyone was so active in question session on groups because 2 of my friends group got bomb with lots of question and that makes us late to finish our classes.

    Mark, you were so bad by saying my Malay language was better then my english...... but it's okie with me because i speaks lots of Malay when i was in sec with my friends coz most of them was malay and we get along quite well. Some people even thinks i'm malay just because i speaks Malay quite well..... :P


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:48 PM

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    Monday, May 22, 2006


    Haiz.... today maths was VB again..... last week also VB,dis week also VB..... i wonder next week will it be VB again, If it's VB again i'm gonna be mad coz too many codes to remember...... like today's VB, we need to create another one that's similiars with the one that given by the faci..... i was about to break my brain thinking how to slove the code and my frendz was like dun care lol except for one, she did asks me whether i can do the VB codes or not, i told her that i still can manage to do and when i can't i'll ask her and she says okie.....
    then i saw the simple box she did was so gud..... she manage to do VB even though she din know how to do because she was absent from last weeks study but today she manages to do so well with a few pointers.

    My legs muscle still haven't recover from my last week training, so i think dis week i won't be running or do anything. i will just play dribble only kua......
    hehehehe.....


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:41 PM

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    Sunday, May 21, 2006


    Today was my last day of FOP, so the FOP was suppose to starts at 8.45.a.m. I arrive skool at 8.a.m. so i tot i was late coz there's no one at the skool. When i was walking to the lecture hall, i saw one of my group mates, Mi. He was arriving early den me 10 minutes, he ask me what time the FOP starts. I told him that it was suppose to starts at 8.45.a.m. Both of us talks for awhile, i pity him cause when he arrive home,there were no one at home, he din even gets the chance to talk wif anyone....... So when it was 8.40.a.m. both of us walks to de lecture hall, the talks starts at 9.a.m. and it ends at 10.a.m. first talker was Shawn, our animation lecture. He shows us the work that he did for Nicholas, one of Singapore branded designer. His animation was so gud, he was an ex-student of NTU. second talker was Mr.Tim Clarke, he was an experience advertising creator. he was in the industry for 25 years and he shows us some of his work.... it was so gud.....
    den one of my lecture saw the durex ad and he asks him can he play de ad but mr.tim says no cause it was a bit rated ad... so din see the ad lol .... the third talker was Mr.Damien, he was from sonic art and he shows us a video and i like the video. how the singer and the director of the video do the video. and the last talker was Mr.Ganesh, he was so funny, he told us that he din prepare anything for the talk and when he saw them plays their master piece,he says he did one presentation on the spot..... when the talk ends, we were given 10 minutes break. i quickly went to the toilet because of emergency. After that i and my friend went back to our seats. Mr.Graham and Mr.Justin asks us to fill in the front row..... so every student fill in the front row... after that we do the ice breaker,another style, this one is you have a magic box and you need to tell the person on your left your name and what you have inside your magic box. After the ice breaker we sits down and listens to the talk by Mrs.Amy Koo,our skool assistant director, her talk was so bored and it makes everyoone want to sleep. coz everyone in de room was sleepy and hungry and i was one of them...... after the talk, we ave a brief talk on what has happen on yesterday and today then we take picture, family picture...... it was so much fun...... i manage to ask Mr.Graham a note book, Desprate housewife notebook...... i was so lucky, my frendz also want,when she went and ask him for the book he says no more book already den i say i got one, he asks me "how i get the book when i din answer any question?" i told him that he gave me just now when he was removing the table and he says yes..... he says that i'm a wannabie of desprate housewife and i told him no...... den Mr.Graham says that i'm not a housewife and how can i be desprate..... den we laugh,.,,,,

    all my STA teacher ROXZ......
    GANGSTAS RULEZ>>>>
    MOBSTAS ROXZ>>>>


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 5:41 PM

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    Saturday, May 20, 2006


    Today, i went to my STA FOP, when i arrive the skool i thought that i was late for the FOP but thank god, there were people who were late for the FOP. So when i was queuing for the registration there's few people just cut the Q. I was like "what the hell??" Then i dun care 'bout them, when they ask us to take pic, their comp was so cool, their MAC comp got built in Webcam.... i also want one.... but that have to wait till i work only i will get the chance to buy that comp. by the time of 8.30.a.m. the lecture and faci starts to intro themselves. After the faci had intro themselves,we were break into 10 groups. Once we were in our group, our senior intro themselves, which is Shan,Gerald and Khalis. As for our student leader, her name is Shirley. As for my group members they are Beatrice,Debra,Hanna,Asura,Zi Jun,Lisa,Chris,Xavier and Mi. After the ice breaking, we were suppose to make a flag or a mascot so my team-mates decided to make a mascot, if you make flag, they says people will steal them. Wherelse mascot, they can't carry a human right? when we finish the mascot we need to come up wif a cheer so this is how our cherr looks like???
    Wat's up???
    Wat's up???
    Wat's up???
    we're the best,
    2 team is de best....

    After the cheer, we were on our move to play hunt for the gangsta which is our faci..... we were given clues and we need to find the faci base on the clue.. but our group manage to find 5 out of 10 faci.... when we were having our lunch, one of my team-mates when and ask her frendz "can i see your flag?" den she take his group flag. the guy stunt for awhile den was like why you take my group flag?? his team was a bit mad at us coz we stole his team flag and theywalk over to our table and tries to steal back their flag but fail. After the lunch, we have another activities which is remake an ad wif your wackies way... my group ad was Singapore idol, sony erricson and starhub cable. Singapore idol ad was i as de judge and i was taking a lift and inside the lift was a bunch of Singapore idol wanabies. Sony erricson was 6 of us will be de nerds and another 4 of them will be the parents frendz and 2 of them will be the parents.His parents will be de cool parent. As for the starhib cable ad, there will be 2 couple, 4 guys and 1 gal. one of the 2 couple will be quarrel on why all the hse work her wife muz do, wht bout her hubby? 2nd couple was de husband use wrong liquid to mop the floor, he use soya sause to mop de floor and got scolding from his wife? the next one was de husband tries to cook but fail at last. He almost got himself burn up. as for 3 guys, they were attending a class on how to be prefect husband for their wife, den one of them fall asleep when the teacher blows de whistle, he wake up and says i love you my wife.... it was so funn.... then other groups ad aslo fun but our group din win.... that's a bit sad....

    actually today, iwas planning to watch my frendz play futsal..... but i never expect the FOP to ends so late and din get to support them....... that's a bit sad./....


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 9:05 PM

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    After thursday training, i was so tired and my body was aching like hell!!!!!!! that makes me feel like not coming to school but i still make up my mind and come to skool. When i arrive skool, there's no one in de class so by the time 8.05.a.m. then people starts to come and the people that come for to class was 15 people only, actually 14 people then by the time of 11+ one of my frendz arrrive. When the fac ask us to choose our own group, "i was like can i go home, i'm not feeling well". when i went to of the one group, one of them look like she/he dun like me in the group. When i saw googling for today's topic, where one of my frendz was doing the presentation and other was giving info she says one of the group mates din do anything. i knoe she was saying that to me becoz from my instinct it says that she's mad at me. i did do things okie... sum of us found the same thing so i din tell them the thing that i found. When one of her frendz almost cried becoz she says that her team mates din give her do anything when her team mates also duno what to do?

    When her frendz ask her want to go home or not, she says yes???? so when they packed everything and prepare to leave, one of my team mates dun wan to go home, he suggests that we finish up the presentation den only we leave. she says okie. so she went and have her lunch that's when they decide to ???? So when they come back from the lunch, they finish up the presentation, she says let's go home. Her meant for go home is go to library and play games, if 9 of us were gone the class left 7 person. And one of my team mates says let stay back coz she says that if she now go to her Sec skool and collect her stuff, her teacher will know that she play traunt. So she decided to stay and one of them also stay so i also decided to stay la coz scared later my sis says that i play traunt. I already have a bad record for playing traunt when i was in my last year in sec, i din go to skool for half of the days that we suppose to go. in one week, i only go for 2 or 3 days onli. When we decided to stay, one of my team mates also say he want to stay when he knows that 3 of us are staying then he went and tell the others that we are staying and the other come back into the class......

    When she come in the class, she says why you says you want to go then suddenly you dun want to go ???? i knoe she was tu lan.... if you want to go, you go la,. who will force you and ask you to stay back???? then she says something. After that she went into the girls toilet and cry. i was like what is she crying for???? we din ask her to stay back>>>
    i think she's mad wif me coz she thinks i din contribute to the group when she says that everytime she teams up with someone else,sure there's one person in the group din do anything???? if she was refering to me,please tell it infront of my face, don't talk behind people's back and do you know that it was rude for you to talk behind people's back.
    i dun care what you like or dislike bout me???? please talk infront of me????


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 8:50 PM

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    Friday, May 19, 2006


    Yesterday , my BB suppose to starts at 5.15.p.m. but we can't get to the court because there were few of my senior still haven't change their attire and the gurl toilet was packed. Our coach already arrive the court at 5.p.m. when the captain annouvce it to us and our reaction was "Shit, what's she going to say or do to us?" One of my senior says "lets tell her that she was suppose to meet us here, at RPC then only we go to the court and practice." But too bad, our manager was on the phone with her so there's no way we could escape from her punishment.......

    When we arrive the court, she asks us to run around the court 6 round and i was like "Man, again!!! when i was doing my NS" i did run but that was a year ago and after that i din do any running so after yesterday running i was damn exhausted and then we do some warm up. After the warm up, we did the seaside. You must be thinking what it is?? It's where you need to run to the quarter of the court den come back den to the center court den come back den go to the end of the court and come back the main point and you need to continue this for the next two round.
    At first i think i can't make it, but i can make. Thank God...... then we start to do warms up on our hand after the arm practice we have 15 minutes break for us to wipe our sweats and drink water. After i drink my water, i pick up a ball and starts to play point shooting. i tries to do the 3-pin point shooting but too bad maybe too long din play basketball, so that's why starts to lacking in the shooting.

    After the break, we do dribble and ball passing then lay-out.... i did quite gud lol..... i manage to goal twice ..... :cry: at least still can score 2 goal. After that we do the passing plus lay-out for that i suxz... really suxz till the end...... i was so exhuasted by those running and dribble.......
    when the coach told us that she won't continue the training because she knows that everyone was exhause by training so she lets us go home. Before we go home, our captain ask us to do slow running 2 round, after the 2 round we do exercise so that we won't be having body aching the next day. When the exercise done, they want us ,the newbie to intro ourselves after the intro we can go home.

    So i was the first person go home first cause stay damn far from Woodlands. I stay at Queenstown so need to change train summore. By the time i reach home, it was an quarter to nine. When i reach home, i need to take a nice shower then only go and have my dine. By the time i finish my bath it was 9.20.p.m. alreadi. Thank god my hair was short so it dried faster so i manage to go to sleep.


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 1:02 PM

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    Wednesday, May 17, 2006



    do I look so fierce ??????
    one of my frendz says that i look so fierce and she dun like this picture -.-"
    my another frendz told me he likes this picture and ask me to put it as my display picture????
    GOD!!!! help me please?????
    i can't decide????


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:24 PM

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    OMG.... Today's lesson on communication was so bored..... It was bout how you questions people.... When she first ask us to read the resources that she has posted at LEO and ask us to download it and read it.... the resourse were so stupid and boring lol.... when i saw the resourse i was like "Damn, what's she's giving us, does it relates today's problem statement?" when i was reading the resource, i feels like sleeping. Want to know why?????? the answer was very easy, it was so long and boring moreover she wants us to see whether all the resource link or not and summarize the resource. My team-mates and me were like "WHAT?????" this is so stupid and she didn't even let us have our first breakout. Even though the breakout was for us to do our PDT and have breakfast. When the clock stuck at 11.25.a.m. she only lets us out for our 2nd breakout. Once she's gone out of the classroom, everyone was critic her because she keeps on asking us questions and says that our slides didn't have relevant things that she wants and ask us how long has we starts our skool and what have we been learning for the past few weeks. she suxz a lot..... i don't like her.... :P


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 6:06 PM

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    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:36 AM

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    Thursday, May 04, 2006


    I'm so mad..... i can't even download songs from my comp to my mp3.....
    so stupid... i don't know what happen?????? i can't even send or save songs from my friends laptop...... what the heck happen???? all my friends laptop also like that.... i think the school muz have known that we send songs to each other and download songs from website when we weren't...... tsk... tsk.....


    You know you love me, xoxoxo JaCeLyN SiN; 10:03 AM

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